Chapter 715 Don’t let go of my hand

Only then do you realize that you don’t have the courage to face it? Only then do you choose to escape? Silly girl, don’t you think it’s too late? Since you are afraid of admitting, don’t show me the attitude you resolutely want to face before! Trying to escape now will only make you and my brother and sister smile at each other hypocritically throughout their lives. Isn’t that the thing you hate the most?!

Chu Yuan's denial stimulated me instead and made me firm in my determination to face it. I followed her and asked, "Is that right? It has nothing to do with me, why do I feel like I'm reading a diary? Why is the protagonist called Murong Yuanyuan, why is Murong Yuanyuan's friend called Xiao Bobo? Why is there a policewoman living in Murong Yuanyuan's family? Why is her brother's temper and living habits exactly the same as mine?!"

"Because the novel comes from life!" Chu Yuan interrupted me, but she did not look back, but instead walked faster, shouting loudly: "I just took it from life and then created it into a fictional story. What's wrong with this? Because Murong Yuanyuan is a pervert who likes her brother, I must be a pervert like her?"

"I didn't say you're a pervert!"

"Then why do you say I like you?!"

“Have I said you like me?”

Chu Yuan paused and then realized that I didn't say anything, she didn't tell herself...

"You are a bastard!" Chu Yuan turned around like a crazy calf, pressed her head against my stomach. I didn't expect that this soft girl had such explosive power. She was overturned by her burst of potential. She took two steps in a row and sat down to the ground.

A white flash passed through the sky, and two muffled thunder rolled past the clouds. A few cold spots fell on my face that was so shocked that it was stiff. I was stunned - thin raindrops fell from the sky, and before I could wet my bangs, they were already flowing on Chu Yuan's face...

The stinky girl cried!

Why did she cry?

Before I could ask questions, Chu Yuan returned to run.

"Yuanyuan!" I hurriedly got up and caught up with her in three or five steps, "Wait, I have something to say to you!"

"I don't listen!" Chu Yuan shook me away and grabbed her hand, wiped her tears, and ran faster, "What you said must be what I don't want to listen! Because you are just a bastard! You don't know anything!"

"I haven't said it yet, how do you know you don't want to hear it?" I pulled the back of her neck and pulled her into my arms. Before she could escape, she hugged her from behind with her arms. With a little force, she hugged the boneless girl off the ground, allowing her to kick her legs randomly and try to step on my feet.

The stinky girl couldn't break free and cried like crazy: "It's definitely not what I want to hear, you don't know what I want to hear!"

"What do you want to hear? Tell me what you want to hear!" Chu Yuan's excitement made me lose my calmness, or it made me panic. I didn't know what I should do. I could only yell like her. It seemed that only such hysteria would not completely collapse myself.

Perhaps it was the same expression that made Chu Yuan realize that we were actually the same nervousness and uneasiness, or, she was just as usual, afraid that I would get angry, so she stopped making trouble, she was quiet, turned around, and looked at me, her red face covered with snot and tears quickly turned back, relaxed her shoulders, and twisted her body.

I let her go, but she grabbed my hand, lowered her head, and whispered: "I know what you want to say, what you want to ask... I only have one request. If you agree, I will answer everything. If you don't agree, we will forget what happened today and no one is allowed to mention it again in the future."

The drizzle began to become a little tight, and the cold raindrops slipped into my neck, which made me feel cold. I hope this is also the reason why Chu Yuan shivered. I held her soft little hand, then raised my other hand, scraped off a raindrop hanging from her hair with my index finger, and smiled bitterly: "Can you still forget what has happened?"

"Then pretend to forget!"

"Pretending to forget?" My sister, do you know what we need to pretend to forget? If we don't face this question, can we be honest with each other in the future? We all know that each other has a knot in their hearts and will be tortured by this knot for the rest of their lives. "Do you think that getting along like that will make us feel relaxed?"

"I have never been relaxed!" Chu Yuan's answer surprised me and left me speechless. "Pretending to forget, even if you get along with me hypocritically, you can at least maintain the relationship like that in the past, right? Anyway, you have never been honest with me, and I have never been honest with you. Since five years ago, you have been used to hiding secrets in your heart and not telling them out, and then whether you are happy or unhappy, you will accommodate me to tolerate me pretending to love me and love me! Is this difficult for you? It's just like usual, right? I'm used to it, used to you to treat me like you... I will continue to get used to it in the future and will not naively want to change anything..."

Chu Yuan's voice became smaller and smaller, and at the end, it was almost impossible to hear. The bitterness contained in the sound became heavier and heavier, falling into my heart, and I felt an indescribable sense of suffocation. From childhood to adulthood, especially in the past five years, I have no idea about Chu Yuan's inner desire. It is the most self-blame thing I have ever blamed in my life, and I cannot make up for the harm to her, which is destined to be the pain of my life...

Yes, I am used to it, more used to how to smile hypocritically than her, but let me continue to live like that? It is impossible, this unstrong girl has been cut with scars by me. My hypocritical smile is already such a cruel knife. Wouldn't her self-deception of hypocritical smile kill herself?

The character of the character is like a fork in the road, one left and one right. We always stand in the middle of such a intersection, wandering in the decision to the left or right. This is what is called life. Yes, life is a constant multiple-choice question, and the answers are only a and b, only right and wrong. It is not complicated, but not simple.

Now, I am standing at such an intersection, but for me, the multiple-choice question I am facing at this time is not complicated. I have no need to hesitate at all, because there is a road that will make my sister covered in bruises, so it must be wrong. I don’t need to know what is on the other road and where the other end is. I just need to step on it, it is enough.

"What are your requirements?"

Chu Yuan seemed to have known what I would make a choice, without any surprise, and slowly turned around. There were no tears in those big black and white eyes. The dark eyes were no longer cunning and agile, but they were as rude and willful as ever. Her left hand grabbed my right hand, guiding me to raise it to the shoulder-length position, and then opened my palms, signaling me to press it against my palms like her. I did it in a mess. Two palms, one big and one small, were pressed together, and the stinky girl's fingers passed through my fingers, and she grabbed my hand more forcefully than just now.

I was confused and embarrassed, and I didn't know what she meant. Seeing that my hand was still unfolding, she frowned, seemed wronged, disappointed, and threatened, staring at her eyes and biting her lips. I was stunned and hurriedly did it, curled up five fingers, wrapped her little hand in her palm, and at the same time I couldn't help asking, "Just hold hands, why do you have to hold hands like this?"

Hand in hand and hand in hand, there is still a big difference for me who is a bit corrupt in my bones. How come this is like a brother and sister? It is more like a couple in love who are lingering but unwilling to separate?

"This is more solid. Even if one of them lets go, the other can hold on to him (her)....”

Before I could figure out what this sentence means, I saw Chu Yuan pointing the index finger of his right hand at my heart, gently opening his cherry lips, and saying word by word: "I want you to promise me, no matter how you look at me in the future, no matter how hopeless I feel to you, don't let go of my hand, and don't let me let go of your hand."
Chapter completed!