Chapter 707 A moment of longing

"From now on, happiness has no place to write... From now on, longing is disillusioned... I wake up from dreams, and it is empty, only hatred and unwillingness are in my heart... I hate her, blame him, love him..." Shu Tong chanted the poem on the last page softly, and the glory in his eyes suddenly became firm, "Whether you hate her, blame him, or love him, you should not stop writing here, nor should you disillusionate here, Chu Nan, Yuanyuan is my student, Liusu is my cousin, you are my friend, I hope you are all happy, I don't know what to do, but I know, you must know what to do, because... I believe in you."

"Do you believe me?"

"...Well," Shu Tong's eyes flashed a little, and his face flushed. "As a beneficiary, I can't deny that you are a good person. Just like the guy in Yuanyuan's novel, you are not annoying, and it's trustworthy..."

Shu Tong's comments surprised me and was a little flattered. As a guy who doesn't trust me, I smiled with a self-deprecating smile.

"That's it. I have classes in the last two classes, so I'll go back first," Shu Tong stood up and said, "I'll tell you all what I should say and what I can say. What should I do next? I can't do anything. It depends on yours, but if you need someone to discuss with you, come and find me."

I was a little stunned, shook the notebook in my hand, and asked, "You discovered this. You are her teacher again. Are you not going to talk to her?" I was just surprised by Shu Tong's attitude, but I don't want Shu Tong to go to Chu Yuan. Because I know Chu Yuan's temper too much, the result of Shu Tong's doing this will only make me bored and make that stinky girl feel very hurt...

"Do you think she is willing to talk to me?" Shu Tong snatched the notebook in my hand depressedly, turned to the last page, pointed to the five big words written in a red pen, and said, "So I couldn't help but look through this book that thought it was a diary because in addition to the strange test scores, she has also been very strange to me recently. She was not like this before, she was obedient and very obedient, but now she is very resistant to me... Okay, I found the reason and wrote it here. If she knew that I discovered her secret, would she probably listen to me? I think it is more likely that she would break up with me. When I criticized her for her poor grades in the morning, her attitude was already very clear-in-in her heart, I am no longer her teacher, I am just Cheng Liusu's cousin whom she hates the most..."

This is what is called "It's easy to change the country, but it's hard to change the nature... In front of me, the stinky girl rationally expressed her acceptance of my relationship with Liusu, but she even vented her anger on her back. Isn't this "two-faced" as always? Isn't this "two-faced" venting her anger for no reason as usual?

"No matter how you talk to Yuanyuan, I hope you can promise me two things. First, don't tell Yuanyuan that I stole this book to you," Shu Tong said with a blushing face: "I am a teacher, if something like peeking at the student diary, if it is spread...ah, do you understand what I mean?"

I understand, because I agree more than anyone else, you deserve a beating. If you don’t read this ‘diary’, you won’t find the secret of fate. I can continue to deceive myself and maintain this kind of life that I think is a happy one...

"I don't want Yuanyuan to treat me as an enemy in the future. Not only that, I also have to find a way to make her trust me. Not only as her teacher, I also want to be her friend, so that I can better understand her and help her. Second..." Shu Tong's expression became serious, "I don't want you to hurt Yuanyuan, nor do I want you to hurt Susu... I know it's difficult, but I am willing to do my best to help you, so can you promise me? Don't hurt any of them..."

The music played in the restaurant stopped, and all the sounds in the world seemed to have been discussed, and suddenly became quiet. Shu Tong was like a child who was played with by such a prank. When the last word fell, she was at a loss. She looked around nervously, as if confirming whether she had made a fool of herself, and it was like... When there were only two people and me and her in the quiet world, she dared not look into my eyes.

I picked up the cup of ice that had begun to melt, my hands trembled uncontrollably, and put the cup on my face. The coolness made my chaotic brain lower some temperature. I looked at Teacher Xiao Shu who was flickering with a conceited smile because of my eyes, and asked with a smile that made me smile: "For my sister, leave Liusu... Are you worried about this result? Murong's brother likes Murong, and Chu Nan in reality also has the same feelings for his sister - this is the answer in your heart, right?"

Shu Tong trembled all over, but she did not deny it. She stood beside me side by side, staring at the real world outside the glass door with a flash of eyes. After a while, she said softly, "I'm sorry..."

I laughed at myself and said, "Why are you sorry? Haha, I am such an untrustworthy one..."

"No!" Shu Tong interrupted me loudly. The few guests in the restaurant looked at us at each other. This time, Shu Tong turned a blind eye. She did not hide her face because she became the focus again. Although she still didn't look at me, she still looked at the real world outside the glass door, but she pressed a hand on my shoulder. Her voice was not loud, but very sincere. "The eyes of worldly morality and the shackles of ethics. These things are on you, not on me. If I hadn't read this novel by Yuanyuan, maybe I would have that gaze, maybe I would be a shackle that is bound to you, but as a reader, I have seen this

A story, but I couldn't find the reason why Murong shouldn't be obsessed with her brother. When reading this novel, I subconsciously put myself into Murong's role. If there is such a boy in reality, if fate really makes me meet such a brother, I am willing to give and be proud of it like Murong. If I can become a innocent and cute girl like Murong, I will feel that he has no reason not to like me... I am very embarrassed because I can't look at their stories noblely from the height of secular ethics, so I am indeed worried, worried about my cousin, and fear fate, but... I am even more worried about the guy who must make a choice in reality!"

Is that guy you are worried about?

"Why? Because it's difficult to make a choice?"

"Because for a moment, like Murong Yuanyuan in the book, I had a longing for that bad guy, so I am like her, and I don't want longing to be disillusioned. Women are always romantic. They believe in perfect existence, whether it is Yuanyuan or Murong Yuanyuan. Since there is such a gentle man who will not hurt anyone and has such a perfect existence, then don't destroy him. This is the responsibility you cannot refuse as her as her brother, as a man, as a protagonist in this novel that is worthy of trust in - I am a reader, even if I am the only reader of this book, I have the right to ask you to finish it and write the perfect ending I think!"

Shu Tong's words made me laugh. Are you flattered? Or is it embarrassed? I only know what a complicated feeling this is. I raised my face, looked at Shu Tong's red face, and said, "I promised you two things, so you can answer my two questions, okay?"

Shu Tong still didn't dare to look at me, as if she forgot that her watch was worn on the left wrist that was holding my shoulder. She actually raised her right wrist and glanced at it, pretending to be anxious: "You ask quickly, it's almost time for my class..."

Actually, this girl is as embarrassed as me...

"The first question, what do you think the perfect ending is like?"

"I don't know..." Shu Tong's answer was straightforward, "I am a reader, neither the protagonist nor the author. I can only expect it, but I can't control it."

This is a natural answer. If she knows what perfection is, she will not have to accompany me to make things difficult for her, or force me not to hurt anyone...
Chapter completed!