Chapter 353 The first time between two people

I was completely collapsed. There is a part of evil in human nature. How could you not want to possess her when facing your first love? Even if that thought is just a little bit, facing the current situation, it is magnified into everything.

Men hate passiveness, especially in this regard. I don’t deny that I have a desire to retaliate against her because she is too proactive and I want to retaliate against her for being unrestrained. Why did she change? In the past, even if I accidentally touched her hand, she would blush for a long time. Her openness made me unacceptable!

Westerners like to distinguish between love and love, believing that "Spring Breeze once" is romantic, and I cannot understand that kind of value, so I am no longer considerate, I even become rude, and even I think this is not myself, but there is a voice in my heart screaming violently: Since you don’t know how to cherish yourself, why should I cherish you!

Perhaps, I was angry and embarrassed for betraying Liusu, or perhaps, I just didn't want my first time to be pushed down by a woman. As a man, what else is more embarrassing than that?

Strangely, when I was invaded by me, Zi Yuan was so unfamiliar and so nervous. I was stunned because two lines of humiliating tears shed on her face.

"Xiao Zi...you... don't want to?" Cao, I'm so soft-hearted. It's obviously me who doesn't want to do it, right? My concern is very hypocritical. The bullet is loaded and the arrow is on the string. I can no longer control my desires now.

"I don't know..." Ziyuan continued her inexplicable way of speaking. She stroked my face and said softly: "Xiaonan, do you know how I have lived in the past five years? I could have asked you with confidence why you didn't reply to me. I didn't ask you to give me a look forward to it. I knew that I was too selfish and too naive at that time, and I didn't understand how heavy the promise without a deadline was for you, but I just couldn't help but hate you. Even if you refused to wait for me, it didn't matter if you just continued to be a childhood friend. I just hope that someone would care about me when I was the most painful and saddest. You didn't achieve such a small request. You said, shouldn't I hate you? You have been protecting me since you were a child. I have been used to relying on you, but suddenly, you ignored me. To me, that was too cruel..."

I wanted to explain, but my throat was so dry that it could not make a sound. I could feel my body temperature rising constantly, almost evaporating all the water in my body. I was so hot that I felt uncomfortable, so hot that I wanted to yell hysterically and vent. My head was too lazy to think, and my ears were too lazy to listen...

"But now, I'm no longer qualified to question you anymore," Zi Yuan smiled sadly and gently licked my almost cracked lips. "I betrayed myself and you, I'm even more cruel than you, I'm not worthy of being your friend, so... Xiaonan, don't be sympathetic to me anymore..."

My consciousness was completely confused, and my brain didn't think at all, and Ziyuan took the initiative to kiss him again.

The last time I saw was the goblet placed on the small tea table, and the red wine left in the cup was still left. The color seemed to be my eyes full of evil thoughts.

There was something wrong with that wine... the turbidity in my head was released with pleasure, and I finally recovered from waking up. However, I only thought of this and fell asleep in Zi Yuan's warm embrace...

It was like a dream, and when I woke up, everything that happened last night was so unreal.

I was woken up by the cold. I thought it was because I lowered the temperature last night, but when I saw the set temperature, I was stunned. Twenty-five degrees, which was the temperature that Shi Yuan was used to, and it was the temperature that made me so hot last night...

It was still drizzling outside the window, and I was the only one in the room. The table was cleaned up, there were no leftovers, and there were no wine bottles and glasses. If this was not a hotel, if it weren't for me naked under the quilt, I would have felt that everything last night was really just a dream. However, a mess of bed sheets and neatly stacked clothes beside the pillows told me that it was definitely not a dream.

I am a traditional macho man. I have always felt that a man's first time is far less precious than a woman. For a woman, the meaning of the first time is far less simple than the literal one.

Why did Ziyuan do that? Thinking about it carefully with his heavy head, except for the first shot that was fired too quickly, there were really not many things that impressed me...

What does Zi Yuan mean? She betrayed herself, betrayed me, and said she was not qualified to be friends with me...

I couldn't figure it out, so I went to her to question her more directly. When I thought about this, I even forgot that before I could ask Ziyuan for a phone number, I started rummaging for my phone. When I found it under the folded clothes, I was surprised to find that the phone was actually turned off.

As soon as I turned on the computer, I received nearly twenty text messages... My face turned green...

Most of them were sent by Chu Yuan, asking me when I could go home and why I had to turn off my phone. In addition, there were Dongfang's lovers, who seemed to be sent by Chu Yuan, and also asked me when I went home and whether I had forgotten our agreement... In fact, it was just that she wanted to tell me something, and she had to use such an ambiguous wording as "agreement"...

Murphy also sent a text message saying that Dong Xiaoye couldn't contact me and asked her for Ziyuan's contact information... Fortunately, Murphy didn't know Ziyuan's phone number. This proved that no one knew where we were, what happened, and it also proved that everyone except Ziyuan was worried about my disappearance!

I didn't have time to sit here and reminisce. After putting on my clothes, I rushed out of the room and asked the familiar front desk lady. I knew that Zi Yuan had not checked out. I felt a little relieved. It seemed that she did not plan to hide from me because of what happened last night.

I was so guilty that I couldn't stand the ambiguous gaze and emotional teasing of the front desk lady. I left the hotel like a escaping. I thought to myself, my brother, I pretended to be serious on weekdays. The front desk lady invited me to have afternoon tea, and I would like to stop it. Now I am spending the spring flute with a girl at work. It is abnormal for me to have no opinion on me.

Looking at the time, it was past eight o'clock. I hesitated for a while and decided to go home first.

Carrying soy milk and fried dough sticks, I took a deep breath at the door seven or eight times before I pushed open the door with a discomfortable smile, "Yuanyuan, Dongfang, Xiaoye, come out to eat...early... order..."

I can’t continue to say the following words because the three girls are eating, and they are also soy milk and fried dough sticks!
Chapter completed!