"You are indeed a fool who doesn't know what others are thinking..."

Now I am like a broken stem sunflower that has been sucked dry with moisture, with its withered head low, and only a hard body that is almost unconscious, and there is nothing inside. Dong Xiaoye's words, I listen to my left ear and right ear, and I don't think about it at all. I just continue to think about it like a monologue, "Love and friendship, family affection are different. As long as you are honest and cherish friends, you will not hurt anyone. As long as you are willing to tolerate and tolerate, you can live in harmony, but what about the woman you like? Integrity and cherish, tolerance and

If you tolerate, you will definitely not hurt her? The reason why Mo Yiran and Zheng Xuedong's relationship is a tragedy is that the two of them are not honest enough, but why are they not honest? It is tolerant. Do you say that they do not cherish each other? If you don't cherish, they will not tolerate each other... You said before that Mo Yiran abandoned Zheng Xuedong back then, it shouldn't be too hateful, but when you just returned home, you said to me again, being honest is more terrible than lies. Then let me ask you, when Mo Yiran broke up with Zheng Xuedong back then, was he honest to Zheng Xuedong or lied?"

Dong Xiaoye stammered, as if he wanted to speak but stopped, and didn't know how to answer.

"Actually, I don't know whether your words are right or wrong. Maybe it's right for you and me today, but it's just the opposite of Mo Yiran and Zheng Xuedong back then. Is it a contradiction? It's a contradiction, but it doesn't seem to be our truth, so it's just that love itself is too contradictory," I shook my head and smiled: "Love is a very deep science, but there is neither a teacher nor a textbook. It only belongs to everyone's own professional courses. You can't learn other people's love, and others can't copy your love. So it's happiness, happiness, frustration, despair, support each other, and a moment of fireworks like Zheng Xuedong and Mo Yiran, and they forget each other in the world. It's all based on their own talent and understanding. Unfortunately, I don't have talent, let alone understanding..."

"Xiao Zi and I grew up together. When I was very young, I felt that it was natural for us to get married when we grew up, so it was natural for me to protect her and take care of her and give in to her. But until she went to the United States when she was eighteen, I realized that the feeling of "taken for granted" was just like a living dead man who lost his soul during that period. It is not an exaggeration, but not only was she angry that she tore Xiao Zi's letter, but also angered myself. I have been together for so long, and I never told her that I like her, otherwise she might not have left. In one sentence, it almost became a lifelong injury for us, but just this sentence, after four or five years, I still haven't learned it. In the past four or five years, I'm afraid that my relationship with Liusu is good.

Only the word "separate like a vague" can be described. Except for my constant saying that she is my brother and my brother, who doesn't say she is like my wife? Don't I want her to be my wife? Do I really want to be my brother and brother with her for the rest of my life? Unless I like not a woman, but a man... But I dare not admit that I am afraid that once I confess my love, I will not even be a brother. If the risk of pursuing love makes me lose the happiness of being together every day like now, then I would rather not pursue her, so I would rather lie to myself and just treat her as a brother... Haha, I am stupid, Liusu is as stupid as me. If I hadn't been in a different way and fell in love with Murphy at first sight, I think we would continue to deceive ourselves..."

Dong Xiaoye didn't say anything, and after a while, he asked softly: "What do you want to say?"

"I want to say, I am the same with Yuanyuan, I want to say, I am the same with you," I used all my strength to lift my heavy head, looked at Dong Xiaoye, and said, "I am a person who is very slow to love. Sometimes I like you, and I may not notice it. Even if I notice it, I may not know how much I like it. Instead, I always understand my true feelings when I am about to lose it or after I have already lost it..."

Dong Xiaoye's face was tense tightly and asked, "What do you really feel now? I like me, don't you like me?"

Of course I like her, so I think she is making fun of me, laughing embarrassedly, and not answering her words, and continuing: "I confess to you about my relationship with Yuanyuan. It is not about trying to keep you, nor does I think it doesn't matter if I lose you. Whether you believe it or not, the relationship between Yuanyuan and me is just a matter, not a secret. From the beginning, I never thought about lying to cover it up, just like the matter between me and you, me and Ziyuan. I just don't know how to say it, so I kept waiting for the opportunity I thought was right..."

"You plan to do things with Zi Yuan and me... we are small... cough," Dong Xiaoye coughed dryly and said, "I mean, are you and Zi Yuan's affairs the same as you and Yuanyuan's affairs? You and Liusu have not registered to marry yet. If you and Zi Yuan's affairs are not considered as secret, it makes sense, but you and Yuanyuan... you are in love with brother and sister! You don't treat such things as secrets? Can I believe this?"

"I just want to use it as a secret, and it has to be less than a few people to know it," I said with a wry smile: "Zi Yuan knew since she was a child that Dongfang knew three years ago, but one year ago, and even Shu Tong knew it earlier than me..."

"She?" Dong Xiaoye didn't like Shu Daizi. He only heard her name and his face sank.

I sighed, "Didn't Yuanyuan say before that she is writing a new novel? The true face of that novel is actually to integrate her emotional diary from childhood to adulthood. The people and things described in it are real. Although the characters have changed their names,... she is called "Murong Yuan", and I am "Murong Nan", but I just changed my parents' surnames. Dongfang Lianren is called "Dongfang Guilian". She went to the middle of your name and said "Xiao" in the middle, "Winter Night", Murphy is called "Murfeifei", Xue Ziyuan is called "Xue Xiaozi", Shutong's "Tong" was replaced with "Pupils" pupils. Liusu simply like all supporting characters, she did not change her name at all, and she was also called "Cheng Liusu"... Except for

Xiao Yike's name is 'Xiao**', which may make people unable to react for a moment. Even Yang Wei's name, 'Yang Buju', isn't it difficult to meet the number? So as long as she publishes it and is seen by the people around us, you will know at a glance that the book is about her and me. You said, I treat it as a secret, is it meaningful? Yuanyuan didn't treat it as a secret at all. Now he doesn't admit it because he is still young and not only will no one take it seriously, but he will also laugh at her not growing up. That's why she wrote a novel... It must be because she was afraid that the manuscript would be discovered by you and me at home, so she also carried it with her when she went to school. A while ago, Shu Tong happened to be discovered by Shu Tong at school, so Shu Tong told me..."

Dong Xiaoye digested it for a while before saying, "What you said is too exaggerated. She is a 16-year-old girl with no money and no way. How can she be so easy to publish a book? It may not be possible for someone to read it when posted online, right?"

"You underestimate that girl too much..." Sister Hu was always deceived by Chu Yuan's innocent appearance as an angel. She didn't know that there was a nest of little demons living in the girl's belly. "There is no way? You forgot that my father, like your father, is a man who is a pen-farmer. He teaches and writes things. He has published several novels. Speaking of which, Yuanyuan likes to write things since he was a child, but was influenced by him? Isn't this a ready-made way?"

Sister Hu said in surprise: "She is embarrassed to tell your dad about this kind of thing?"

"She won't write this novel because she is afraid that others will know. She just won't write it, but she is afraid that others won't know..." I couldn't help but think of Sister Yue's attitude towards this issue when she came to her home that day, and her stepmother's reaction... With Chu Yuan's shy and shy temperament, I'm afraid that she doesn't care the most is to tell her parents about this. First, her parents are the closest and trusted people she trusts the most, and also the one who loves and loves her the most. Second, the old man and her stepmother never seem to have any resistance to our brother and sister in love, and they even often make jokes with hints or encouragement. This kind of joke is almost accompanied by us. Chu Yuan thinks I am a partner in love, and I regard her as a standard for choosing a spouse, and I am afraid that it will be inseparable from these things. Sometimes I even think that they are the 'culprits' for my brother-in-law and I love my brother...

"You said she has no money, and she will be even more forgetful," I probably laughed out loud, "From the stings of buying vegetables and making changes to Li Xinghui's house check, you have never seen her ability to save money. As long as it is not illegal, is it her money? If you dare to give it, she will dare to collect it. It is not ruthless to collect it. However, her money, no matter whether it is five cents or a cent, if you want to remove it, there is no door. When you find it, it will be stuffed into a piggy bank. If you make it all, it will be sent to the bank. Other girls go shopping, buy clothes, bags and cosmetics, and you can't even collect it when you spend money. She goes shopping, can't bear to buy this, and can't bear to buy that, and can't bear to buy that, and can't bear to buy that.

Well, even if you can't spend money, the only thing that makes her willing to pay is the beggar on the street... If you look back at the cup on the toilet, you buy two tubes of toothpaste at the same time. How much do you use? Every time you brush your teeth, she squeezes half of it than you. Just to falsely report a tube when buying toothpaste, secretly save the money she saved... She has saved money like this since she was a child. Can the small treasury be shabby? It's no exaggeration to say that she just doesn't find a way and can publish it herself. Of course, you can say that she is naive in writing books, but can you say that she is naive in her perseverance? Can you say that she is not serious at all?"

Dong Xiaoye was stunned for a long time, and suddenly turned around and went in to check the toothpaste on the toilet. When he came out, he looked suspicious and looked like he had just seen it. It seemed that what he saw was not toothpaste, but a corpse drowned in the bathroom or a ghostly ghost. The expression was difficult to describe in detail, "Are you saying that she has been so stingy since she was a child? She saved money to publish this book one day in the future?"
Chapter completed!