[Chapter 1145] Those stories (thirteen)
The empty corridor was filled with Mrs. Duanmu's sad roar. It was a grievance and anger that was suppressed in my heart for too long, too deep, too deep, like a volcano erupting, accumulated for a long time, but without any warning, like a river bank breaking, turbulent waves, unstoppable...
The first time I saw Mrs. Duanmu who was so excited and disobedient, it turned out that the smile was not her expression, but just hiding the disguise of her fragile heart. When she took off this disguise in front of me, I saw only a pitiful woman covered in scars, crying like a cuckoo, sad and desolate. The echo in my ears was like a ghost who was unwilling to dissipate. She was so melancholy and unwilling, loneliness and helplessness, annoyance and curse, and how much regret to make up for her mistakes? Various contradictions are intertwined, I am solemn.
However, I was no longer dissatisfied with her or complained about her. Her prominent background, outstanding ability and proud achievements made many people, including me, ignore this point. In fact, there is no difference between people. They have seven emotions and six desires, joys, sorrows and sorrows... But she has never been treated by ordinary people. It is not her thin body that deprived her of the power to pursue happiness, but those boring people with worldly eyes, who have commented on her. These people are all so-called friends who are surrounded by her and trusted by her.
I suddenly understood why Mo Yiran chose Wu Xueqing, perhaps not as Mrs. Duanmu understood the rules, because of the constraints on him, but Mo Yiran knew Madam Duanmu's inner pride and fragility better than anyone else. This is why he was afraid that Mrs. Duanmu would become the target of blame. Mo Yiran did not protect Zheng Xuedong's confidence because he had never had the determination to hurt her.
Mo Yiran is not indecisive, he just went too gentle. He and Mr. Duanmu are all the same type of people - they all believe that they are not the only person in the world who can give her happiness, but they must be the only person in the world who will not bring any harm to her.
Mrs. Duanmu was very lucky. She met two men who really loved her, but she was also unfortunate because of this. The two men loved each other so much that they just kept guarding her carefully, but they lost the courage to have her because they knew her excellence too much and felt ashamed of themselves, and because they knew her fragility too much and were afraid of hurt.
I sighed inwardly: Lucky and misfortune are a difference between a line, a thought... Probably, this is the truth that Mrs. Duanmu told me a story and wanted me to understand.
Mrs. Duanmu realized her excitement, her face turned slightly red, and said self-deprecatingly: "These are all things that are under my heart. I have never told anyone. Even when I am sitting alone in the Buddhist temple, I dare not think or face it. I can't tell whether I am unwilling to believe in reality. I summarize my life too pessimistically, but I still don't have the courage to face my true self. I feel that I am too pitiful. Haha, anyway, everyone, including myself, thinks that Zheng Xuedong is an arrogant woman who is arrogant and arrogant. She is proud of her whole life. Don't say that before I came to Beitian this time, I didn't expect that even when I asked you to take me upstairs just now, I didn't expect that you would see my inferiority and resentment woman full of complaints. I don't know if you are surprised or not, I am really shocked by myself."
I didn't know how to answer her words, so I could only pretend to be stupid and smirk.
"Get back to the point, let's answer your question," Mrs. Duanmu stood at the door of the room, but did not open the door and entered the room. She felt a little tired, so she leaned on the door and said, "Just you said, I also think I am not the kind of unreasonable and unreasonable woman who is essentially arrogant and stubborn. I am indifferent to Xiaoqiu. The resentment in my heart can only be regarded as an inducement. The reason why I really can't like her is actually no different from Liushui..."
"Young Master Duanmu has too many expectations and fantasies, but under your nose, there is a girl who is better than him in every aspect. She constantly proves the mediocrity of Duanmu with facts and uses reality to hit your vision of Master Duanmu's bright future..." I sighed: "Ms. Zheng's existence makes you unable to feel the relief of growth in Master Duanmu, and even doubts and fears about his future. Such a sense of crisis makes you feel like you
He had to give him higher requirements, but Master Duanmu could not reach the height you expected. So he was so angry that he was tortured by this pressure. He naturally lost his favor with Miss Zheng and began to be hostile to her and dislike her. But Miss Zheng was competitive. After being angry with Master Duanmu, he couldn't beat him, so he was even more reluctant to lose to him in other aspects. However, the harder she worked, the better the pressure you put on Master Duanmu, and the more mediocre you became in your eyes..."
Mrs. Duanmu was really surprised now. After a while, she said in a strange way: "I thought our relationship was very complicated. I didn't expect that you could see so thoroughly just now..."
I smiled bitterly in my heart. I saw Duanmu Liushui disliked all kinds of people, but we were the same kind of people who were sympathetic. In the past, I was alienated and hostile to Chu Yuan. Isn’t it because of her excellence that had a serious impact on my life? Although I do not agree with Duanmu Liushui’s attitude towards Zheng Yuqiu, I quite understand the kind of annoyance that no matter how hard I try, I am destined to be mediocre. The too excellent guy around me reminds us of the cruelty of reality at all times, so that we can’t even find excuses to comfort ourselves...
I am lucky than Duanmu Liushui because the old man never had any requirements for me, let alone put pressure on me. Chu Yuan's show-off to me was just to attract my attention, and it did not include real hostility. The relationship between us was not harmonious, but was based on my unilateral inferiority and comparison. It was not like Mrs. Duanmu, Young Master Duanmu and Zheng Yuqiu, who competed with each other and completely entered a vicious cycle.
"Your guess is generally accurate, but you may have made one mistake. My requirements for Liushui and his expectations for the future are actually not particularly macro or particularly out of reality. On the contrary, a very young woman, as long as she surpasses Fei'er and Wu Xueqing's daughter, it's okay. Xiaoqiu and Fei'er are very similar. Not only are they the same age, but their living environment and growth environment are also similar. They are both the body of a lady. Fei'er is not loved by her father, Xiaoqiu is not pampered by her sister, Xiaoqiu is not coaxed by her brother-in-law, and the two families are one in the south and one in the north, and they don't interact with each other. I hope Liushui is better than Fei'er, but I can't see Fei'er, so I don't know if it's not.
I felt that Xiao Qiu, who had too many similarities with her, was an imaginary enemy. After a long time, I really regarded Xiao Qiu as a Feier..." Mrs. Duanmu sighed long and finally took out the door card and opened the door, but she did not mean to invite me in and sit. She smiled at the opposite door, "Liu Shui lives opposite, and I guess she is coming back soon. I will definitely be unhappy to see me keeping you here to talk, so I won't invite you in for tea... Alas, he really doesn't want to integrate into your small group. It seems that no matter how hard I force him, he is useless. He is no longer a child..."
Did she give me an order to expel the guest? Did she forget to answer or deliberately not answer the previous question?!
Seeing that Mrs. Duanmu was about to close the door, I quickly reached out to block the door. She pretended to be shocked and made a very vulgar joke, "Little pervert, you won't be interested in women of my age, too, right?"
I guess the end of my opinion is the same as saying I am interested. This question itself has problems, and no matter how I answer it, it is offending her. From this, she is determined to avoid the previous question and wants to drive me away. "You said that Miss Zheng was bullied by Master Duanmu. Mr. Duanmu wanted to take care of it but couldn't. What does this sentence mean?"
Seeing that I was not fooled, Mrs. Duanmu smiled helplessly and asked without answering, "What do you think it means?"
My buddy was panicked. This woman was indeed not simple. My curiosity was a little out of control and it was revealed a little. She immediately smelled the smell...
"I just don't know what it means, so I asked you for advice. If it's inconvenient for you to answer, I won't ask."
"Well, retreat to advance, haha, the subtext is, if you don't tell me, I'll ask my little sister, right?" Mrs. Duanmu shook her head and sighed, "That girl really told you something..."
I didn't agree, Zheng Yuqiu did say something that I care a lot.
"Chu Nan, do you think, why do I have to compete with this? I want to have a better future than Feier?"
"Because you don't want to lose to Wu Xueqing, you want to prove that you are better than her as a woman or as a mother..." I said insincerely.
"No, she is a big vase that is both prodigal and ignorant of the family. Apart from being taller than me, her breasts are bigger than me, her butt is more upright than me, and her face is more beautiful than me. What else can I compare with me? As a woman as a mother, I am better than her, and I need to prove it?"
Well...If it weren't for the sisters, this sounded so familiar...
"I have always favored Liushui and doted on him too much. I don't want him to lose to Fei'er because this child has never got what he deserves. I feel guilty about him and is jealous of Fei'er for him." Mrs. Duanmu closed the door a little more, and I quickly took my paw back. She only left a crack in the door, blocking most of her face, and asked in a low voice: "Danmu thinks it's hard to understand that Duanmu wants to control Liushui, right?"
I nodded.
"What if I tell you, Liushui should actually be Mo's surname?"
The thin and weak mosquitoes roared, but they were like thunder. I stood outside the door and watched Mrs. Duanmu quickly close the gap.
I couldn't see her expression, but I could clearly see that the moment the door panel was closed, her face turned red as blood.
It turns out that Zheng Yuqiu is really not talking nonsense. Duanmu Liushui is Mo Yiran's flesh and blood?! He turned out to be Murphy's half-brother?!
Suddenly, I understood everything-
Why did Mrs. Duanmu say that Duanmu Liushui's performance in coming to Beitian is acting, but this is true that I hate me...
Why is it the same scale on me? He obviously has a close intention to Murphy, but he doesn't tease her. He only chose the first time Liusu to provoke her...
Because Murphy is his sister! Because his sister was cheated on me!
[ps: I asked for leave yesterday, and today I'm even late... I've been busy with work these days, and I only have time to write at night. Yesterday, a few friends came to visit me and stayed late before going back. I don't know if I'm lazy in the hospital. Although a certain bastard has always been sleepy, he used to sleep for six or seven hours or even four or five hours a day, and he still could still bear it. He has returned to his nature now. He started to take a nap after dinner, and strong tea and coffee are useless. It's quite inefficient to write...]
Chapter completed!