[Chapter 1140] Those stories (eight)
Dong Xiaoye waited for a while with an empty teacup in his hand, and wanted to hear Mrs. Duanmu continue to say the following, but what was waiting for was Mrs. Duanmu's reproaching look that she thought she had not been refusing the tea. Sister Hu couldn't suppress her anger, "What's the reason? She gave birth to Murphy, not Murphy himself wanted to come to this world. It would be fine if she didn't apologize to Murphy, why would she give up half of her mistakes and push Murphy over her head? I have never seen such an unreasonable person, let alone such a bastard mother! If she really had a slight repentance to Mo Yiran, she should know that Mo Yiran hoped Murphy was good!"
Sister Hu, who was cursing in her mouth, could not resist Mrs. Duanmu's gaze, which became more and more calm and bottomless, and obediently went to add a cup of hot water to her. Seeing that her mood had calmed down a little, Mrs. Duanmu woke up and said, "You are right. From your perspective, she is a bastard and unreasonable, but...what if you think about it from her perspective?"
Sister Hu, who handed the hot tea back to Mrs. Duanmu, was about to open her mouth when she heard her say, "I have passed my brain and really thought about it from her perspective and then answered me."
Sister Hu was stunned. Even Chu Yuan beside me couldn't help but be stunned. The anger on her face gradually became struggling, and then complicated... Women's sensitivity to emotions is far more than men. Perhaps this is the reason why I can't change Wu Xueqing's position like them.
Instead, I became the only confused person in the house.
"Because I really care, I really regret it. Because I really regret it, I can't forgive Yiran's happy self. So she has nothing, but no longer pursues wealth and glory. So she is at the end of the road and refuses to ask for help from the social circle she is familiar with. She squanders everything she has now, isn't she just regretting that she was only pursuing those things? Only by truly changing her position from her perspective can you find that she can't face Fei'er. Even if she knows Fei'er's innocence better than anyone else, but she also understands more than anyone else that Fei'er's existence is a proof of her greed and stupidity. She abused Fei'er, but in fact she is just torture and punishing herself..." Mrs. Duanmu shook her head gently and said, "Wu Xueqing is indeed not a smart woman. She thinks accepting Fei'er means forgiveing herself.
I, but if you and me, can you see more than her? No one said she did it right, and no one would forgive her for this. Everything in the past and now will only make people hate her so much that they hate her. She wants to bite her to death and tear her apart, but... she doesn't know? The wound is in her heart. Whether it hurts, let's not make a conclusion, otherwise it will be painful when she stands and speaks without a back pain. The old saying goes, a pitiful person must have something hateful, and this can also be said in the opposite direction. A hateful person must have something pitiful. Seeing Fei'er, she saw not only her greed and ignorance, but also her depressed eighteen years. The feeling of regret is something I can imagine if you and I have never experienced that experience, let alone her. How can others understand how much hatred and how much pain she feels in her heart?
In fact, after talking for a long time, Mrs. Duanmu did not deny Wu Xueqing's hatefulness in essence, but it mysteriously reduced the disgust of Sister Hu and Chu Yuan for Wu Xueqing. I could feel that what changed Sister Hu and Chu Yuan was not "sympathy", but rational thinking... The words were not profound and the truth was very shallow, but before Mrs. Duanmu said it, she might have thought for several years in such a sandalwood smell full of Buddha nature...
I think this is her, no, their story, a story of love and hate, love and hate, wrong love and wrong hate, wrong love and wrong hate...
"So I said, human feelings are the most complex and difficult to understand in the world. Why do you love, why you hate, why you like, why you hate... you can never find the answer."
"Why do you have to find the answer?"
"Huh?" Mrs. Duanmu was suddenly stopped by Chu Yuan's question.
"If you like, love, and if you hate, don't force yourself to like it. Why do you have to know 'why'?" Chu Yuantian's real question contains that we adults have no wisdom, leaving us speechless. "I like dad, mom, and brother, but I never thought about why I like it. I think many people have never thought about why, right? Why don't they need to know why? Why are you the only one who wants to know why? "
Mrs. Duanmu opened her mouth, as if she wanted to answer, but she didn't know how to answer, but she just opened her mouth. The feeling was quite strange, and she felt a little cold and humorous. What's even more bizarre is that Dong Xiaoye and I not only didn't want to laugh, but also could understand Mrs. Duanmu's embarrassment at this moment - Chu Yuan's question was simpler than the truth mentioned by Mrs. Duanmu, as if the answer was in our mouths, but when we opened our mouths, we found that there was actually no answer in our mouths.
"I just asked you, why don't you like Uncle Duanmu? You said he is too perfect, so you don't like it. Uncle Mo is not perfect, so you like it. I don't agree with this view at all," Chu Yuan said, "You say you like Uncle Mo's shortcomings, so why do you have to complement and improve and change each other? You say you don't hate his shortcomings, why do you choose Aunt Wu, and you are so unwilling to accept it? You say you don't like Uncle Duanmu's perfection, and you don't like his condulence to you, but at the same time you long for Uncle Mo to become more perfect and more inclusive... I really don't understand, because no matter how I listen, the most ideal Uncle Mo in your mind happens to be a man like Uncle Duanmu, but you just don't like Uncle Duanmu, and you admit that you treat him as your own brother, it's just an excuse for you to not like him. Isn't this too contradictory?"
Chu Yuan threw out a string of questions like a cannon, but Mrs. Duanmu couldn't answer any of them. The water cup she held between her palms trembled, stirring the calmness of the cup noodles, stirring the calmness on her face, and perhaps, stirring the calmness in her heart.
"So I think that if you like it, if you don't like it, you don't like it," Chu Yuan bulged her cheeks, unable to tell whether it was cute or mature, and said, "I'm sixteen years old this year. Maybe I've grown up, maybe not yet. Anyway... I don't understand why you adults always rack their brains to find reasons for your likes or not. I also have people who like him. I have liked him for many years, but I never thought about why I like him. What I like? What I think of is how to make him like me too. If he doesn't like me, even if I know why I like him, what's the use of me? If I don't like him, then when he says he likes me, I can't be so happy that I almost died. Isn't people pursuing happiness? Who would think about why people should pursue happiness? You, Uncle Mo and Uncle Duanmu, just care too much about the reasons, too dishonest, and don't believe in their own feelings, so they missed each other."
It turns out that Chu Yuan has been asking Mrs. Duanmu why she doesn’t like the perfect Mr. Duanmu. She is not just entangled in the ‘brother-sister love’, but more so.
The stinky girl said something shamelessly, but she really refuted Mrs. Duanmu without saying anything. After a while, her hands stopped trembling. Her eyes fell into deep thought and regained the softness. In love, she smiled with emotion: "I didn't expect that the problem I haven't figured out for more than 20 years has been answered from you, a 16-year-old girl. Haha, indeed, we say a thousand words. The reason why our story is a tragedy. It's just because Yiran and I couldn't say that "like" is because we care too much about the reason, whether we can like it, whether we should like it or not. We don't believe in our feelings too much. Knowing that missing each other is missing happiness, why can't we face difficulties together firmly? If we can be more honest..."
Chu Yuan was quite arrogant and really treated herself as an emotional expert. She looked like a very old senior and supported the glasses frame that did not exist on the bridge of the nose, and said, "Your story is not sad. What's sad is you, you, Uncle Mo, Uncle Duanmu, and Aunt Wu...Oh--"
I couldn't bear it anymore, and punched the stinky girl in the head and said angrily: "Little brat, you haven't even talked about love, why are you pretending to be an onion? "You', you', you', you have to use "you" to call elders. Your primary school teacher hasn't taught you? You don't understand this common sense, so how can you pretend to be an adult?"
Chu Yuan was taken away by me, and was angry and embarrassed. She waved her cat's claws and said angrily: "Who pretends to be an adult? I am an adult! I have never been in love, but it is better than you, and it is impossible to have a relationship!"
It hurts my heart, this is too bad for my self-esteem...
"Have you ever been in a relationship?" Mrs. Duanmu suddenly said wonderingly: "But didn't you just say that you have someone you like, and the person you like also said that you like you, are you almost dead happily?"
While fighting, I and Chu Yuan were immediately petrified.
Mrs. Duanmu asked Chu Yuan with a smile, "Who is that person?"
Chu Yuan pretended to be stupid, "I...had I said that just now?"
But I was already slow to notice that there was a pair of eyes full of suspicion and murderous intent behind me, staring at me - no wonder I couldn't hear Sister Hu talking since the beginning... Chu Yuan's early love, for Loliguan, to be more precise, is there any more deafening topics than this for Sister Hu who is controlled by Chu Yuanguan?
It would be fine if she just doubted it, but what was terrible was that there was murderous aura, and that murderous aura was obviously not targeted by Chu Yuan...
I swallowed - Chu Yuan, who is introverted and even suspected of having autism, has no chance to contact the suspect who can be listed as a target of love except me, even if it is just theoretical, let alone "liked it for many years". For Sister Hu, who is good at criminal investigation logic, there is too much information Chu Yuan has said casually.
Don’t talk about Sister Hu, even Mrs. Duanmu is also looking at me with a weird and playful look...
[ps: After going home for a day and a half, the wound was bleeding and pus. I repeatedly insisted that the complaint was invalid, but I was forced to return to the hospital by my family. I was discharged from the hospital yesterday. I'm sorry, I have a problem with a certain slag's physical condition, low platelets, and the wound is not easy to heal. It is indeed not convenient to sit for a long time, so the update will continue to be unstable for a period of time. Please forgive me...
ps2: The big surgery is not a big deal, but it is a big deal because of your physical condition. You are embarrassed to talk about it. You don’t need to worry about it, so you can leave some dignity for a certain scumbag...]
Chapter completed!