Chapter 84 Zuo Tong and Yan Ling
"Well...you mean you enjoy the battle that is wandering on the edge of life and death?"
Anger asked in his eyes.
"Yes."
Under Angers' gaze, Shen Zifan answered truthfully.
"Do you think this is a very bad thing?" Anger asked again.
"It's not that I think it's not good, I just think it's very abnormal. I long for survival and fear of death. This is the most basic and basic development law of human beings. During this mission, I met a little boy named Anthony. When I witnessed his death, I was very sad, and my heart was about to be tied together..."
Shen Zifan drooped his head and narrated, like a child who expressed his grievances in front of his elders.
"This shows that you have a strong sense of empathy and a sense of right and wrong." Angre nodded and exclaimed.
"But I am not like this to myself. I am fighting with the principal, fighting with Yada Yuki of the Lionheart Club, and this battle with the Scarecrow mastermind, I am more excited and enjoying each other. I am happy. Even though I know that I may die, I am extremely excited and happy." Shen Zifan revealed his feelings in front of this centenarian and his friend Chu Zihang.
"So you think you are an alternative, not like a normal person. You are trapped in self-doubt or even self-escaping, right?" Anger's wise eyes fell on Shen Zifan's left pupil and asked.
"Something." Shen Zifan nodded.
"Child, this is not something to worry about." Angers whispered, looking like a wise ancestor.
"People are social but more independent. Everyone is an individual different from others. Just like some people pursue comfort but some people pursue stimulation. In fact, when I was young, I also liked extreme sports. The fear of death will make people's adrenaline soar, and I live a great sense of accomplishment and satisfaction after the end." Angers used himself as an example to comfort Shen Zifan.
"I understand, thank you principal." Shen Zifan nodded, looking much better.
But in fact, he did not recognize Angers' words as he showed, because what he enjoyed was not the sense of accomplishment and pleasure of surviving the disaster, but the battle itself.
In other words, Shen Zifan is like a strange creature born for battle. He is looking for the meaning of existence in battle and blood. He is eager to fight and grow. If he had not had a kind heart that restrained his wildness under the membrane, there would probably be an extra monster in this world!
A big monster who enjoys killing and prides himself on bloodthirsty and cannot be defeated by anyone!
"What about you, Chu Zihang, how do you feel compared to the last mission?" Angge looked at Chu Zihang and asked with a smile.
"It's very different." Chu Zihang said, "Last time it was a single-player mission. Although it was an S-level, I think it was probably because of the importance of the mission. In fact, the mission is not difficult or complicated. But this time it is completely different. If you meet blood, you will die. If you are not careful, you will die."
"So how did you defeat the other party when you were fighting against the Deadpool who had already transformed into a dragon?" Anger looked directly at Chu Zihang with wise and vicissitudes.
Chu Zihang was silent for a while.
"Yes, the principal guessed right. I pieced it together from the information from the Lion Heart Club." Chu Zihang said in a deep voice.
"Bloodbreak." Anger said this extremely shocking word lightly.
Shen Zifan, who was standing beside him, turned his head and looked at Chu Zihang. Sure enough, he could feel a restless force and a familiar feeling from Chu Zihang.
It seems that this restless force is the bloodshed in Principal Angers's mouth. Where does that familiar feeling come from?
Shen Zifan doesn't know yet.
"You are very powerful, which is also an important reason why I recommend you as the president of the Lionheart. In fact, from the perspective of combat talent and personality, in my opinion, Shen Zifan is more suitable to be the president of the Lionheart than you, but he rejected me." Anger said truthfully.
"Principal, I don't think so." Shen Zifan suddenly said, "I won't discuss combat talent. Regardless of personality, command ability and leadership ability, Chu Zihang is obviously more suitable to be the president of the Lionheart than me. I am just a lazy person. I don't have any sense of collective honor, nor have any ambition or ability to lead a student organization, but Chu Zihang obviously did a good job."
Shen Zifan did not hesitate to refute Principal Anger to justify his friends.
"You are wrong about Shen Zifan. I don't mean that Chu Zihang is not as good as you. You all have their own advantages, but they also have many defects." Anger shook his head slowly, "Do you know why I deleted the files related to bloodshed from the Lion Heart?"
"In other words, do you know how big the side effects are caused by bloodshed?" Anger stared at Chu Zihang's eyes and said in a deep voice.
"I know." Chu Zihang looked at the principal and pointed at his pupils. "What it brought me is these golden pupils that will not be extinguished, a more short life, and extremely restless blood."
"Yes, your never-ending golden eyes are actually a manifestation of bloodline loss. Bloodshed is to instantly purify the dragon bloodline in the mixed-race species' bodies.
To make it reach a higher purity, your bloodline will tend to be pure in repeated bloodsheds - the purity that develops towards the dragon clan, and once you break through the first bloodshed, you slide into the abyss of sin."
"Your bloodline will become uncontrollable and it is almost impossible to get better. There are only two most desperate endings waiting for you."
"Death, or destiny."
Anger stared at Chu Zihang's golden eyes, and he made a sound.
"If that day really comes, I will choose Si Die." Chu Zihang looked at the principal and said lightly.
"You are too radical, child, this is where you are more irrational than Shen Zifan." Anghe looked at Shen Zifan, remembering the showdown between the other party and him in kendo class, and shook his head again, "Forget it, this guy is more radical than you to some extent."
"Principal, then the golden pupils in my left eye should have nothing to do with bloodshed, right?" Shen Zifan hurriedly interrupted Anger and Chu Zihang's heavy topic and asked.
"Obviously you have not mastered the blood-burning technique, and although your bloodline is very purity and infinitely approaches the limit, it is also very stable." Anger looked at Shen Zifan and said, "As for why the golden pupils in your left eye cannot be extinguished, this will be an academic issue worth studying."
"But you don't have to worry, the Kassel Academy's research on you is limited to observation and external testing, and will not make anti-human actions such as live dissection or imprisonment."
Chapter completed!