Chapter 18 The rest of the time passes quietly in the palm of your hand
"Hey, Chu Tong, are you awake?"
In a vague manner, Chu Tong opened his heavy eyelids, and a white patch came into his eyes, and he heard such a slightly familiar voice.
"Although I don't know what's going on, it seems to have something to do with me. Even if it's mine, you are really a pervert... You have taken advantage of it, but you have to do such a thing. How can you say hello to you... It's really unexpected... You won't suffer any loss."
My head was still a little drowsy, but the words could be clearly transmitted into my mind and stored. Although I had already felt something was wrong, my heavy thinking still could not effectively control my body. I could only listen to the girl's words with calm but heavy appearance.
"Your sister is also very worried about you. As for what happened just now, just pretend that it hasn't happened. In fact, it's not bad. It doesn't matter whether you can remember it or not. Because, immediately, this matter will not matter to me. Actually, I'm also very strange. I obviously hate you, but I feel that something is not okay if I don't say it to you."
What's going on? What's going on...
I breathed slightly, felt the heart gradually beating, and the inexplicable palpitations gradually began to strengthen.
"Ah... At this time, I'll be more frank. In order to be able to stay with Qiluno forever, I plan to abandon my identity as a human being. The price is to pay my life, but it doesn't matter. For me, it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter if I exist in this world. It's just like an ordinary member of the billions of human beings. There's not more me than me, and there's not less me. For this world, I'm an optional existence. I have no intersection with others, nor do I plan to have intersection with others. I originally thought so, but shortly after I came here, I met Qiluno who changed my mind."
Wait...what do you want to say? What are you going to do? It turns out that the strange aura I felt when I first saw you was because...
"No matter how many times I refuse, I will come to my door, whether it is saying vicious words or doing things that hurt others. She will think that it has never happened, and find me again and again, let me play with her. But how can humans and fairies stay together forever? Even though I knew that this was impossible, I still agreed to her and made a vow to her - to be with her forever. In order to find something that can fulfill the vow, I heard that the half beast of Takakoya, Bai Ze Huiyin, could manipulate history, so I came to Takakoya and became the teacher of the children. But unfortunately, it seemed that Huiyin could not help me. However, it might be God's mercy. When I went out, I heard someone say to me that using this treasure that gathers my energy, mind, and thoughts, can achieve my wish."
No...that treasure...no, that shouldn't be a treasure...so that's it, this is...a curse.
"I found the treasure on a dry corpse. How to say it? It was a nail... I pulled out the nail. In order to use the treasure, I had to insert it into my heart. Without any hesitation, in order to fulfill my oath with her, I chose to believe anything that could not be believed. However, that seemed true. I did not die. I felt that my body was weak and the gradual fulfillment of my wishes. There was no terrible thing to do. The rest of the time was not much, and I felt that my wish was fulfilling, but the physical fatigue made me gradually unable to hold up my smile. I knew that this moment had arrived quietly. Soon, I would be with Qiluno forever."
I'm idle, wait... it shouldn't be like this, it's wrong, it's wrong!
Chu Tong tried hard to make a sound, but he couldn't do anything.
"Hey, Chu Tong. I have been thinking about it a long time ago when I was in this world. Sure enough, compared to having a heart that cannot even look at God, people always have a barrier between people, and they cannot truly understand someone until they die. Such things... Sure enough, it is better to be an item that can not think or think, but just be a simple companion. At least that way, you don't have to be so tired of living. I don't know why I want to say this to you. I just think that you and I are very imagining to some extent. This is also the reason why I don't really reject the intersection with you? When I am with you, I can make a fuss freely, say some excessive words, and be able to let go of my body and mind complain and fight. But you won't have any malicious or disgusting thoughts about me because of this. So..."
Just stop. Don’t talk anymore, and don’t move forward any further. That will be a bad thing for anyone.
"So...even if my existence is erased, the world gradually forgets my existence. The real me was killed by myself and not known to others, at least, before. I want you to know, let you, leave a trace of the real me."
What do you want to do?
Chu Tong wanted to raise his hand to grab something, but his body was still weak.
My thinking is out of touch with my body, and there is no way to recover anything.
The white space in front of me gradually disappeared, and the idle figure gradually breathed.
Her face was a little pale, but her face was a light smile that Chu Tong had never seen before. She reached out and gently touched the crystal four-leaf clover hair accessories on her temples, and the spirit in her eyes became even more dazzling.
"This is...the gift from Qilunuo. It is also...the carrier of my wish." She said this, her fingers slid down her temples, brushed her cheeks, and then gently touched Chu Tong's palm: "This way, in order to make you remember me, I decided to leave something."
As she said this, she took off the hair wrapped around her fingertips and tied it to Chu Tong's wrist: "It's very fragile, right? If you don't pay attention, it will break... If that's the case, it will prove that the real traces of my existence no longer exist anywhere in this world. But that's not bad."
Feeling the softness and gentleness that passed through his wrist and fell into his palm, Chu Tong found that he had no idea what to say.
How to stop such determination, such no room for freedom, and such strong feelings?
"Ah... someone is calling me. It's already here... Now, you have a good rest. I will ask your sister to take care of you. So... goodbye. Oh, no... I won't see you."
After saying this with a smile, Xian touched his hair accessories again.
What Chu Tong saw in his eyes was that when Xian turned around and left, a little light flashed through his temples.
The consciousness began to blur, and the remaining warmth in the palm gradually faded.
Finally... the rest of the time passed quietly in the palm.
After it was pitch black, Chu Tong suddenly sat up.
"So cold-"
He looked up at the sky. At this time, Fantasy Country was already filled with snow.
ps: Yes, the idiot is showing off...
Chapter completed!