Chapter Fourteen: The Beast of Sorrow(1/2)
So scary... So scary...
Why no one helps me? Why no one understands me? Why is the world so cold? Why, why is it me who is injured and painful, but those adults are still dissatisfied with their already indifferent faces?
I don't understand...I don't understand anything.
My body was torn apart, my heart was cut by a sharp scalpel, and my blood was cleaned up by them like greedy vampires. Even so, I could not die due to suffering, and I could only watch my body be dismantled into parts.
No matter how much you are injured, you will not die, and no matter how painful it is, you will not be able to be liberated. In that place full of darkness, indifference and cruelty, I am like a reusable guise, used by others, and abused by others.
When the body is no longer my own, my thinking begins to split, and the pain is suppressed by instinct. I learned to hypnotize and reject everything. I deny the fact that I was hurt, deny the fact that I was in pain, and confine my thinking and soul in the body of my body, as if in this way I can get temporary relief and no longer have to face this blood-filled reality.
But that was just buying a bomb deep in my heart.
How long can the depression of pain last? How long can I escape? When the strong disgust that came like a tsunami occupied my body and mind, I realized that the reality I could escape never existed. The more I escaped and chose to compromise, the more I was tortured by the pursuit. Then, strong anger and hatred defeated my remaining reason when I reacted.
I became a bloodthirsty beast... and used my sharp claws to tear all the pain that made me sorrowful.
That night, under the soft moonlight, my house's courtyard was covered with blood and flesh, internal organs and broken limbs.
I was stained with blood and knelt in the middle of the courtyard and cried bitterly.
I still don't understand what the reason is.
But in this way, I became a sad and wandering beast and began to wander helplessly until I met that person...
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"Is this your trump card?" The emperor pointed at Chu Tong, who had already broken free from his restraint, and his expression began to become serious.
However, Chu Tong seemed to have not heard the emperor, but just raised the sword lightly, but his whole body was slapped, and his mouth was filled with helpless howl like a wild beast.
Full of sadness and confusion, as if he had lost something important, and as if he had obtained something important, he was a sound of joy and sorrow.
Whether it is gain or loss, it seems to be sad to him.
Looking straight at Chu Tong's bent body in pain, the emperor slowly approached with his sword: "Hey, what's wrong with you?"
The pain that no one understands, the sorrow of loneliness, the emperor will not understand. She is a celestial being, and celestial beings are all existences with weak feelings.
In her opinion, Chu Tong was just injured. Because she didn't understand the hearts of the people, the emperor was able to come to such a simple and clear conclusion.
However, for Chu Tong at this time, everything was wrong and should be destroyed. The reality of this world would only hurt him and then become disbelief.
The emperor who does not understand the hearts of the people and Chu Tong who loses the hearts of the people will surely burst into fierce sparks.
The emperor walked to Chu Tong, pointed at Chu Tong with his sword, and said in detail: "If you feel uncomfortable, give up."
Although I don’t know why this happened, the emperor, who has always been noble, still spoke in such a gentle and suspicious tone.
However, in the next moment, the moment Chu Tong raised his head, two blood marks appeared on the emperor's shoulders.
Been cut.
Even though the emperor responded the moment Chu Tong took action, the emperor still did not make any defensive moves.
Chu Tong's movements were too fast.
"Woo..." The emperor couldn't help but let out a mourn, and then immediately sent Chu Tong away. Then he said in an angry tone: "What's wrong with you? The sneak attack is too unreasonable!"
However, the emperor could no longer speak.
Because black tears were flowing out from Chu Tong's gray and unsightly eyes.
It seems to be too strong red.
On the tangled faces, it was hard to tell whether Tong was angry, sad, or hesitant, and the moans in her mouth were the same.
"Hey, it's me who was cut down, why are you crying?" The emperor didn't dare to underestimate Chu Tong anymore, so the sword of fantasy in his hand pointed clearly at Chu Tong's vital parts.
On the strange and contradictory face, there was a look that the emperor could never understand. Perhaps no one in this world could understand it or maybe. Therefore, there may be no one in this world who can truly understand Chu Tong.
The only one... also died before Chu Tong entered Fantasy Country.
A wild beast that no one understands can only vent its sorrows alone.
Chu Tong did not use a flash of one stroke, but his body movements and the steps under his feet were faster than ever. In this way, Chu Tong approached the emperor at an extremely fast speed, and then he swung his two swords on the slashing stones and the sword of fantasy used by the emperor to defend.
Hit by powerful forces, the emperor who had never retreated had to take a few steps back and unleash the huge force.
The handle of the knife in his hand seemed to be about to be broken by Chu Tong, making a creaking sound.
While seeking a sense of security for yourself, it also shows that you are afraid.
Chu Tong was also afraid of something at this moment.
As if he was venting his power, Chu Tong let out a huge roar towards the emperor, but the more he did so, the more he showed his weakness.
He swung his sword hard, and the vibration of the blade and the air made the sharpness conveyed through the air. The two wind blades intertwined and made an extremely fast attack.
The emperor had to retreat again, and the ground where the wind blade passed was passed was cut out with two thin but unknown depths, extending to the end of the floating soil.
It's so painful... It's really painful... Why do you have to do such a thing? Why do you have to accept the pain?
The wild beast that no one understands can only howl at the only living creature in front of him. He wants to express his meaning, but... no one can understand.
No one can understand pain, sorrow, and pain.
The anxious mentality made me commit atrocities, and the weapons in my hands were raging my cruelty.
This is the beast.
Chu Tong's bent body was a proof of his pain, and his trembling hands seemed to be unable to hold the swords in his hand.
But... the sadness and confusion in my heart turned into tyranny and hatred after no one understood it.
The movement of the wrist combined with the body, and a trace of Linglie was drawn in the air. Attracted by this trace, the emperor's attention changed for a moment.
So, the beast used its keen sense of smell to grasp this moment. When the emperor came to his senses, Chu Tong came to the emperor again with a sad but tyrannical aura.
The sword was swinging like a wild flower, without any sense of rhythm, but the speed was extremely fast. The continuous wave of the knife seemed to be chopped up even the air around it.
But the emperor's defense is still airtight.
"Compared to just now, your speed, strength and sense of fighting have been greatly improved. But... you have become weaker." The emperor held Chu Tong's two swords and pushed them away suddenly.
The treacherous stone was immediately hit and hit Chu Tong's weapon. The additional force was enough to make Chu Tong stand unsteadily.
"What are you confused and afraid of, but you just swing your sword randomly and really think you can defeat me and win the game?"
The emperor took a step forward and started a counterattack while Chu Tong was unstable.
The Sword of Vision from bottom to top hit Chu Tong's swords, and the stone flew out from the gap.
Chu Tong had to fall backwards and then avoid the attack by rolling.
However, the emperor who got the first move would not give up his attack turn easily.
He still took a steadily step, using his sword of dreams and the stone to suppress Chu Tong's dodging space.
The emperor's attack speed was not fast, and his strength was not as strong as that at that time, but the attack with a sense of rhythm and layering made Chu Tong helpless at this moment.
How can an ignorant beast fight an experienced hunter?
"Tian Fu [Sword of Right and Fault in Heaven]." The emperor who suddenly activated the talisman card caught Chu Tong off guard, and his panic became stronger and stronger.
The sad and confused beasts have no idea how to deal with attacks from others.
The Emperor's Sword of Scarlet Sword danced extremely gorgeous sword flowers in the air, and Chu Tong, who was wielding his sword to resist, was finally forced to the edge of this floating island.
"It's too weak. Compared to me, you are too weak. You are really an incompetent opponent." The emperor took advantage of the stone as a cover and took a small step back.
Then he activated the Talisman Card again - Non-Thinking [Sword of Nei-Thinking and Non-Thinking].
In order to dodge the stone, the emperor held the Scarlet Sword emitting a crimson light and at an extremely fast speed, he led his body to hit Chu Tong's two weapons heavily.
First, the Sword of Scarlet Seven was staggered, and sparks flashed, then hit the Scarlet Sword of Meditation.
Then... with a crisp sound, the moment the Meditation Feihua Sword hit, it broke.
The sharp blade, which was no longer blocked, penetrated Chu Tong's chest hard.
"Chu Tong!"
However, even Sakiya, Suzunen and Alice who arrived in a hurry could not stop this scene from happening.
These three girls could only watch Chu Tong, who was spraying blood, fall into the clouds with the fragments of his weapon.
Alice, who covered her mouth and watched this scene, ran towards the direction where Chu Tong fell.
Sakiya directly expanded his abilities to save Chu Tong.
Ling Xian looked at the emperor who did this coldly and raised his arm.
But no matter what, it cannot change the fact that Chu Tong was stabbed into his chest by a sharp sword and fell into the clouds.
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It's so painful... it's really painful.
Why are everyone so cruel to me?
Why isn't anyone able to understand me?
Why do I have to carry the pain alone?
To be continued...