I chatted with the editor boss, and felt a little moved, but I took it for granted.

The starting point now is really a presumption of life and death. Whether it is a master or a novice, everyone can start the same, which is very fair.

In addition, my test water push is second to last.

When I discovered this fact, I started to make major changes to the plot during the recommendation period and stopped updating.

This is my fault.

Anyway, I just gave it a push and it was done by me.

There is no hope of struggle.

I am confident that I can write more than two million words in the follow-up to this book, and even want to write for five million words, because I feel that the beginning is better than the previous book.

It is also the first time I tried a system text.

But, it's miserable.

In this book, I wrote it silently from the first order of 500 to the first order of 2000, which is really unknown.

If it was a month ago, I could experience this tragic situation again.

But now, it's very difficult for me, it's really hard, and I know that I'm most likely to be unable to hold on.

I am full-time. What made me most sad about this father's surgery was that when I arrived in the provincial capital, I found that my father knew nothing and knew nothing. I stood in the hall, facing the coming and going, and was at a loss, which made me very sad.

I accompanied him to register and consult, and ran back and forth in several departments. I invited many directors to laugh carefully and took him to various CT magnetic resonance for examinations. When I was doing electromyography, I saw similar scenes and was afraid of pain. My father didn't want to do it. I was really tired and angry at that time. I couldn't help but shouted, and then I saw my father glance at me, then remained silent and lay on the bed carefully.

I was stunned for a moment. My 60-year-old father looked like a child. My nose felt sore at that time and I wanted to cry.

Those two days, I was busy in the hospital, walking 20,000 steps a day, and my heels hurt. I went to bed at night and my legs cramped. I screamed in pain in the ward in the ward late at night, and tears flew...

The most important thing is that once, I woke up after midnight and found that I didn’t update...

The sky has collapsed.

When I am revising the text, I am interrupted once again, and I feel like I am gone.

Later, I renewed the deposit and found out that it would cost 50,000 or 60,000 yuan to undergo surgery, and I felt even more sad.

Because I suddenly realized that in recent years, I have been in a dilemma and I have been penniless. Even my father's surgery fee was paid in Huabei.

Is it miserable?

I don't think it's miserable.

Just sad.

Then, my girlfriend broke up.

Just a few days after I opened the book, I finally broke up peacefully for some very realistic reasons.

It's not the first time I've broken up, many times.

This time I don't want to keep it anymore.

Really tired.

I even think this is the most right thing I have done.

But today I took my father out of the hospital and returned home. After writing half a chapter, I suddenly felt that it would be meaningless to continue writing.

The possibility of a miracle happening is slim.

It was exactly ten o'clock in the evening.

I can't even find someone to talk to.

Apart from the official one, I have not added any author group and I don’t like to chat with people very much.

On the Internet, the editors who talked to me the most were about editing.

I don’t have the shame to mention the editor’s name now, but he is my mentor. Without him, he signed a god-level star, I might not be in this industry for a long time.

Then in the middle of the night, I disturbed the editor and chatted for a while, but finally I decided to stop updating.

In fact, when I learned that I had been reading about a hundred times, I was a little happy.

Very unpromising.

However, I still have to face a very realistic situation. The book has no recommendations all the way to the shelves. I think it is easy to get 500 orders if there are too many words. I have confidence, but I am worried that I will not be able to hold on. Like the one I took this book, it will be in vain in the end.

So this book.

Let it be shelved first.

I’m sorry to everyone, I’m sorry to my brothers’ rewards, especially Brother Ou Tianming, who has been rewarding the leader since the imperial superstar. I’m really sorry!

There are also investment brothers, many of them are big shots among readers, and I dare not offend them, so I will finish them.

The second is also my own reasons.

After the book was opened, there were too many trivial matters. To be honest, there were too many good authors in our author's industry who were in a bad mood to write books because of all kinds of bloody family ethics dramas.

I probably belong to this too.

So, bow, sorry, goodbye.

Next, charge, update, and work hard!
Chapter completed!