The crowd at the Mingyue Athletics Hall did not dissipate. On the large projection cloth, classic shots of three games were played as usual. Mingyue supporters were celebrating their five-game winning streak, while everyone in Deep Purple was savoring the bitter fruit of their first career defeat.

What does it feel like to fail?

Sour, heavy, depressing, the unspeakable sense of powerlessness is like a huge rock, pushing their hearts down from the chest cavity to the abdomen, and pushing out the entire body.

Fatty and the others can ignore anyone with a stern face, but Tian Yiyi cannot. He is the oldest, he is the coach, and he must ensure that he cannot be rude in front of the brothers. [bsp;    Tian Yiyi politely rejected Fatty and Cob's kindness and retention, and led the team members to leave this joyful athletic hall. This is their joy, not ours.

Leaving after the game was a decision that Tian Yiyi had made a long time ago. No matter how late the game, no matter how late it was, he would set off home immediately after the game. For this reason, Tian Yiyi specifically told Lei Lao Er yesterday to let him sleep for a while today, and it would be better to sleep for a whole day, so as not to be listless when driving at night.

Lei Laoer listened to Tian Yiyi very much. He made a few baskets of small buns of half a pound of white wine early in the morning and ate and drank. After eating and drinking, he slept for a whole day. If it weren't for the start of the third game, Tian Yiyi called Lei Laoer, he would probably be asleep now.

This is not because Tian Yiyi wants to mess with his players, but because the time is really tight. Four days later, Shen Zi will face their other old enemy, the Oriental Fortune Team, at home. If you stay in Yangzhou for another night, you will waste a day of time when you go home the next day. Because of the hard work, you will have to give the players a day off to rest, and waste another day.

In this way, there are still two days to prepare for the battle. Facing important opponents, how can two days be enough to prepare for the battle?

What's more, he has lost a game against Mingyue now. Facing the Oriental Fortune Team, Shen Zi can no longer afford to lose. If he loses again, let alone the C-level champion, he may not be able to get the qualification for upgrading. As a last resort, Tian Yiyi made this bad decision.

The daytime in April is still very short. When the fat guys and the others walked out of the Mingyue Club, the sky outside had been painted with a layer of gray. Before the sun had completely set, the moon had quietly raised its head. The orange and bright silver complemented each other, creating a worldly scene where the sun and the moon shine together.

This season, every game day, Mingyue Club will come to more than a thousand spectators. Where there are crowds, there are definitely hawkers selling food. The game has been finished, and the vendors have also started their busyness, and the air is filled with a strong fragrance.

During the meal yesterday, Fatty Lu told Fatty and the others that after the game, you must try Yangzhou's special snacks. There is no need to go far away, there is one in front of the Mingyue Club department.

The Gaomen Banquet has the grandeur of the Gaomen Banquet, and the local snacks are also unique.

Compared to yesterday's big banquet, Fatty prefers this kind of local snack with a strong local style. It is friendly, naturally, you can eat all the classic foods that have been passed down for hundreds of years in every place for a few dozen yuan, and you can also stretch your belly. It is not much better than those big banquets that often cost him half a year's salary and cannot eat enough.

Being able to travel around the country and eat special snacks from all over the country is also an important reason why fat people choose to play professions.

Bamboo and meat pot stickers and wild duck buns are Yangzhou snacks that Fatty has been coveting for a long time. Before coming to the house, the fat man kept saying that he would definitely try these two delicacies when he came to Yangzhou. But now, the delicacies he had been thinking about day and night were placed in front of him, but the fat man didn't even have the heart to hold chopsticks.

"It's not easy to eat a little bit, and it's not easy to take a car all night." Tian Yi put a large portion of it in front of the fat man.

The fat man nodded mechanically, ate a little randomly, then put down his chopsticks and walked into the car, and he could not see the momentum of the dining table.

On the way back, it was far from the time I came. Almost no one spoke, and the air seemed to condense into a heavy liquid.

The depressed atmosphere, the disappointment, the fatigue of the journey, Shen Zi all leaned on the chair and closed her eyes.

The fat man felt that he was trapped in a bizarre world, and all his words were deceptions and lies. Many well-dressed and gentle people suddenly tore off the faces on their faces and turned into ugly and hideous ghost faces. They caught up with them, surrounded them, and opened their bloody mouths covered with fangs. They said: If I don’t eat you, I can’t live.

The fat man struggled hard, and he broke free from the shackles of the evil spirits and ran forward, but he couldn't use any strength on his feet, not like stepping on cotton, but like stepping on air.

Just when the fat man was in despair, the picture suddenly changed. The fat man came to a familiar place, dota competition site. The fat man saw another person sitting in the competition box, sweating and anxious.

Lost a key game for my own reasons...

Lost two key games for my own reasons...

The brothers who were once close to each other looked at themselves with disgust. They said they were a cancer on the battlefield, and they scolded them very badly. They even said: Why don’t you, a waste, die early?

When the fat man saw him, he cried and said: I am not a waste, I am your brother.

Liu Liantao took out a hundred yuan from his pocket and shook it on his face with a hideous face: He is my brother, because you are a waste, so many brothers are gone.

Liu Liantao threw the red banknote on his face: He is also your brother, take your brother to see your nephew, he is almost starving to death.

Because of his own reasons, Ma Yijun went bankrupt and his cousin's wife hanged herself. Xiao Lingyun, who was originally extremely cute, looked sallow, and the ribs on her chest were clearly visible. He was shouting: "You are a waste, you have harmed my whole family."

I am not a waste, I am not a waste, tears flow into my mouth, not salty, but with a hint of sweetness.

The fat man ran home in horror. He still had home, he still had comfort, and he still had Chen Suqing.

Chen Suqing snuggled in the arms of a tall and handsome stranger. She was still as good as a man, and the smile on the corner of her mouth was still so arrogant and unruly, but her eyes became extremely cold: "What can you give me? You have no money, you have no figure, you have no appearance, can you support me and your son? You are such a waste!"

The fat man seemed to clearly see his heart being torn into one by one, each with dark red blood dripping.

Pain! Severe pain! But why is it not heartache, but headache?

A warm big hand pulled the fat man out of the illusion. When the fat man heard someone in his ear shouting anxiously, "Fatty, fat man, what's wrong with you?"

It's Tian Yiyi's face.

"Brother Tian, ​​do you think I am a waste too?" The fat man burst into tears again without realizing it.

"Waste? What kind of waste?" Tian Yiyi was puzzled: "You fell down from the chair while you fell asleep, but I was so scared that I could continue to dream when you fell down. You are such a strange person." Tian Yiyi reflected that the "waste" that the fat man just said was talking to him.

dream?

It turned out to be a dream. The fat man quickly got up from the floor of the bus and secretly wiped away the tears in his eyes. He thought to himself: It's not that little kid, it's so embarrassing to be scared to cry even if he dreams. But the dream just now was really terrible. I dreamed that Sadako crawled out of the TV and made love with me... It's a hundred times better than that!

When the fat man returned to his seat, he felt his forehead was so hot that he felt his forehead was so hot that he felt so painful. He just now did not feel heartache in his dream, but the headache actually happened in reality.

The fat man rubbed his forehead and could obviously find a big bag on his forehead. He hurriedly asked Tian Yiyi: "Brother Tian, ​​what's going on with my head?"

"You fell down just now and your head hit the ground. Come and see!" Tian Yiyi approached the fat man and looked carefully. There was a clear bulge in the center of the fat man's forehead, like a big goose with a tumor growing on his forehead:

"I just said you are a strange person, it's my tongue. You are not a strange person, you are a super god. You can continue dreaming if you have such a big bag on your head. What dreams make you so nostalgic?" Tian Yiyi sat on the seat next to the fat man: "Tell me, don't be too quiet, don't wake them up."

It is two o'clock in the middle of the night, and there is still nearly 800 miles away from Tiandu in my hometown. Accompanied by the moonlight, starlight, and the yellowish lights in the car, the fat man said what he saw and heard in his dream just now.

Tian Yiyi smiled and looked at the fat man, looking at a younger brother who was about to grow up but had not yet really grown up.

"I didn't expect that our fat man is so sensitive and fragile, Loli!" Tian Yiyi teased.

Tian Yi waved his hand and interrupted the fat man's words: "If you think about something on the day and dream about your night, you have always felt inferior to your weight. Do you think you are not worthy of the beautiful, generous, and proud Chen Suqing?"

The fat man thought about it and nodded embarrassedly.

"You are still an angry rock youth, thinking that the world has collapsed. Corrupt officials are rampant, evil people are in power, and when passers-by need help, everyone is watching coldly. You think that the world has been corrupted by money, and people have lost their faith and principles. Even your brother, your wife will fall under the dirty charm of money after being tempered by time. You don't trust anyone, including yourself." Tian Yiyi's eyes were like a sword, staring at the fat man: "Is it?"

The fat man made up his mind: "Yes!" Then the fat man put on his face again: "Brother Tian, ​​I admire you so much. You can become a master of psychology when you study broadcasting and hosting. You are a real genius."

"Don't flatter me, I'm a bullshit psychology master, I'm just a few more years of meals than you." Tian Yiyi smiled and said, "In the future, listen to rock music and watch less nonsense. They all amplify the dark side of this world. If you are a conspiracy theorist, you can also treat them as people with ulterior motives. Lyrics and articles are not written like this, they have no money to make money, and there are even political reasons for it."

“The world is actually not that dirty.”

Seeing the fat man with an undeniable look, Tian Yiyi continued, "It's useless to say too much. Think about the people around you. Isn't your family a kind father and a filial son? Chen Suqing has lived so hard since childhood, and he still lives proudly without choosing to fall into depravity. Will you give up your seat to the elderly when you take the bus? Will you yell at the same time when you see injustice on the road and get on it with a hammer? Although Brother Zhang is a little greedy, he is absolutely responsible for the life of the patient. Look at me again, isn't he also giving up a comfortable life for a great ideal, and he has to study the Oriental Fortune Team on the way back. Is this full and full?"

When the fat man thought, Tian Yiyi was really reasonable and quickly flattered: "Brother Tian has been thinking about the team's performance and is exhausted. He will die until he dies. We will always remember your majestic figure and everything you have done for the team."

Tian Yiyi was so amused and crying: "You are using these words and phrases, are you praising me or cursing me? If you say this during the Chinese New Year, I will beat you up." Tian Yiyi continued with the previous topic: "This is the life of our people, we are busy with money, but we still have the kindness and persistence in our hearts. I think most people are like us."

"There are indeed people in this world who can even sell their own mother for the sake of profit and power. And there are many, but you cannot beat everyone in the world just because of such a person. You must have confidence, not confidence, but confidence that you can maintain your innocent heart."

"It's too reasonable." Fatty never thought that this former news broadcast host, a guy who was known for his good dirty jokes on the Internet, could see the problem so thoroughly. Fatty was full of admiration.

Tian Yiyi enjoyed the fat man's respectful gaze and continued to act as a life mentor: "As for you and Chen Suqing, I won't say much. I can only tell you that he is definitely a woman who can share the hardships and never leave you. You don't trust such a good woman. If Chen Suqing knows, I don't know how sad it would be."

The fat man said embarrassedly: "Isn't this a bad boy? My fault, my fault!"

"It's great if you know your mistakes!" Tian Yiyi nodded with satisfaction: "The most critical question is here. Do you think it's your responsibility to lose this game?"

"This failure is indeed my responsibility. If I hadn't proposed to beat Roshan, we wouldn't have been broken all the way."

"What can I do if I don't get broken all the way? Do you have a solution to their lead? If you can't find the key to solve the problem, we will still lose."

"This is different. If we were not broken all the way, Xu Hao would definitely be able to break up their hometown in advance."

"If such an important game is not forced to a certain extent, who is willing to take a gamble? I dare to conclude that if you are not broken all the way, the next piece of equipment of rats will definitely be a butterfly." Tian Yi paused and continued, "Let's go back and say, even if this game is really because of you. So what, have I blamed you? Have your teammates blamed you? As for making you not eat, you have a bad face. Who will show your face?"

"You think you can't afford to lose. Actually, what can't afford to lose? This is just the fifth round of the league, not the thirty-eight round, the game that decides to advance and wins the championship. What can you afford to lose? Besides, even if it's a game that decides to advance and qualify for the championship, what can't afford to lose? There are always winners and losers in the game. No one can guarantee that he can win and can keep winning. No hot sauce or dragon sword."

"If you are like you, you will not eat and have nightmares if you lose the most ordinary league. Then, you will have nightmares. Should the person who loses in the Champions League, Intercontinental Cup, and Zeus Cup be killed?

The fat man made his posture and listened quietly to Tian Yiyi's words. After Tian Yiyi finished his last sentence, the fat man said solemnly: "Brother Tian, ​​I know where I was wrong. Like most young people nowadays, I have lived too smoothly since I was a child, have never experienced difficulties, have never experienced setbacks, and cannot bear the blow. Thinking about it now, it's nothing to lose that game. If I lose once, it doesn't mean I lose for a year, and if I lose for a year, I will lose for a lifetime. You should not be discouraged, but you should find a way to win back."

Tian Yiyi punched the fat man on the shoulder: "This sentence is like a man! It doesn't matter if you lose, you are afraid that you will never recover after losing. No one can be smooth sailing, no one can lose in the Dota game. As long as you keep confidence in yourself and always have the desire to win in your heart, we will always win back."

"You are young, you have talent, and you have plenty of time to accumulate experience and lessons in losing. Young people, there is nothing that cannot be afforded to lose!"

Tian Yiyi whispered to the fat man: "Don't worry about the financial problems of our club. I asked Brother Ma, and he gave me a brief explanation. Even if the computer company is not profitable, his financial resources can fully support our club's expenses for two years. In two years, we will definitely be able to score D B. As long as we can score D B, our club can ensure balance of income and expenditure. So you don't need to have any psychological pressure, play the game well, even if you are worthy of Brother Ma."

"My cousin has made a lot of money in the entertainment city in recent years!" The fat man really didn't expect that Ma Yijun still had so much money.

"Nonsense, who dares to play clubs and other money-burning things without any financial resources?" Tian Yiyi yawned when he saw the fat man: "I won't say it anymore, you can sleep for a while. You won't have nightmares now, right?"

"Listen to your words is better than reading for ten years. You can die in the morning and the Tao in the evening. There must be my teacher when you walk, and one field is one by one and one by one Zhuge Liang!" The fat man started to act cute again.

"Okay, hurry up and go to your home and study where you lose the game with your younger brother and sister, and find a way to deal with it."

"Brother Tian, ​​you can sleep for a while. Don't study Oriental Wealth. I promise to help you get them done!"

"You promise is useless, I have to promise. I will study it for a while now and I will take time to accompany my stinky brat tomorrow." Tian Yiyi turned on his laptop again.

This dark purple crystal roared toward the north, and the end was a very warm word.

This word is called home.
Chapter completed!