"What... do you think of me?" the girl asked this question.

How to see.

Are you thinking about what happened to her? Or are you simply evaluating this person?

Futaba Makoto didn't know, but he noticed that Suzuki Kaoru's hands were clenched tightly on the snow-white bed quilt. Although she was still calm at this time, many small actions betrayed Suzuki Kaoru.

She is not really that rational and calm, and is even a little ruthless at times. She just simply does not show her emotions and even hides herself.

That's right, Futaba Cheng didn't notice these.

Are you really qualified to evaluate the other person?

In the final analysis...he seems to be just an outsider, but despite this, Suzuki Kaoru in his eyes

"It's always been you, Suzuki is Suzuki." Futaba Makoto said slowly, "Although he is usually merciless, he is the gentlest guy in the Little Bear Manor."

"Although he is usually cold and indifferent, he always cares about others in his own way."

"When Tang Xiaoke and the others went out to work, you would hide in the corner and watch the situation, worrying whether they would encounter any difficulties.

"When Yuko had a fever, you carried her to the hospital to see a doctor without us even knowing about it while we were at school."

"Nana is always injured. You will blame her for being reckless, but you will go out to buy medicine to bandage her wounds as soon as possible, and even prepare a medical kit specifically for Nana.'

"Yu You always gets lectured by you for being greedy, but you can always write down what she wants to eat, and then make a meal to satisfy her the next day.

Futaba Cheng's voice paused, "Because I often stay up late, you always make me some scented tea and honey water, and then gently tell me to drink it. When I encounter difficulties, you will also support me in other ways.

"

"Such Suzuki Kaoru." He smiled,

"He is a really gentle and lovely guy."

Kaoru Suzuki:

She lowered her eyes, her hair falling down covering half of her face. Her amber eyes looked at her fingers. The girl didn't speak for a long time.

"I'm not as good as you think.

Finally, she said, "I did this just to kill time. I even thought that if I kept torturing myself, I would feel better inside."

A faint smile appeared on Suzuki Kaoru's face: "Sorry, I broke your imagination. I'm just a bad guy who is good at disguising myself."

Futaba Makoto looked at the girl in front of him. This was the first time he saw Suzuki Kaoru with such a low pressure. The other person's eyes seemed to have lost their color, dim and empty. Maybe this kind of Suzuki Kaoru is the real look, and he can

She fell into a coma due to losing control of her emotions, and her mental condition itself was extremely bad.

She must be blaming herself.

It's no wonder that when they first got along, when Gong Bai Yuyou pinned her down because of her resistance, Suzuki Kaoru immediately called the police regardless of the actual situation.

It is estimated that at that time, I touched the other person's inner trauma.

Is she really that bad?

Futaba Cheng stretched out his hand, gently stroked Suzuki Kaoru's cheek, and then said in a gentle tone: "There are many ways to kill time. Some people will choose to go to nightclubs to release themselves, some will go to sports... some people, like me

You will be addicted to games to escape reality. These are actions driven by instinctive desires, and your way of killing time is to help others."

"You're really not a bad guy.

"Pe is essentially a very gentle person."

"So, don't deceive yourself. If you demean yourself and torture yourself like this, you will not be able to redeem yourself or your sins at all."

Futaba Cheng said: "I think you know it very well, right?"

Kaoru Suzuki was speechless.

Because Futaba Makoto's words made her unable to refute, and even at this moment she was not in the mood to refute, and she was also fighting fiercely in her heart.

"I want to sleep." Suzuki Kaoru said, she chose to ignore her heart.

"It's already early in the morning, so go to sleep, we have a check-up tomorrow." Futaba Cheng glanced at the time. After all, Suzuki Kaoru was sent here in the middle of the night, and rest is indeed the most important thing now.

"Am I staying here?" Suzuki Kaoru asked.

Futaba Cheng nodded.

"What about you?"

"I'm an escort, so I'll go to the nurse later and ask for a folding bed to accompany you." Futaba Cheng smiled, "There happens to be a night shift nurse, please wait for me."

Futaba Cheng turned around to find the nurse, but found that his wrist was being held. He turned his head, and Suzuki Kaoru behind him was looking at him. After a few seconds, she said: "Together."

"Sleep together?'

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"So I'm going to borrow it...you mean sleeping here together?" Futaba Cheng glanced at the hospital bed where Suzuki Kaoru was lying. This bed was just right for one person, but it would be a bit forced for two people.

At the very least, Futaba Makoto needs to hold Suzuki Kaoru until he can lie down properly.

"If it doesn't work, forget it.

Suzuki Kaoru seems to have given up.

Futaba Makoto looked at Suzuki Shige, suddenly smiled, and then climbed onto the hospital bed.

"The bed is a bit crowded, do you mind sleeping in my arms?" Futaba Cheng said.

Suzuki nodded gently and rested his head in his arms.

Soft in his arms, Suzuki Shige's body was a little cold. After Futaba Makoto got a little closer, he put his palms on the other person's waist and hugged him. Perhaps it was because the other party's pajamas were not long. Futaba Makoto's palms were

Stick it directly on Suzuki Kaoru's smooth skin.

"Abnormal." Suzuki Kaoru's familiar voice came from the darkness.

"You can't blame me." Futaba Cheng put his head against Suzuki Kaoru's head, smelling the other person's faint shampoo fragrance, but said, "The bed is very small, so you can just make do with it."

"No matter how small the bed is, it's impossible for someone to put their hands into other people's clothes, right?"

"Do you want it or not.

abnormal."

The tone seemed to relax, and Futaba Cheng also noticed that Suzuki Kaoru's mood had improved a lot. Maybe the two of them bickering like this could calm Suzuki Kaoru's mood and prevent him from losing control of his emotions because of what he thought of.

depression.

I hope it's just a misjudgment. Futaba Makoto doesn't understand this, but he has heard that depression can lead to self-mutilation and suicide due to extreme negativity.

There may even be hallucinations.

In fact, Suzuki's palms often have various small wounds. She just explained that she was scratched by a branch while taking care of the yard. As for whether she saw hallucinations

In fact, Futaba Makoto probably had an idea of ​​whether it was depression.

At this time, Suzuki Kaoru's steady breathing came from her arms, and it seemed that she could sleep very peacefully in Futaba Makoto's arms.

Futaba Makoto held her in his arms, adjusted the angle slightly, and hugged her tighter. Go to sleep Suzuki, don't think about anything.
Chapter completed!