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“…Where did you start to tell that I was taking my anger at someone else?”

"From the beginning? It's all."

After Yukihashi left, Yukishita no longer looked arrogant, but instead collapsed and leaned against the wall, carrying the can of black tea that Yukihashi bought, drinking in small sips, and speaking in a slightly low voice.

"From the moment you saw him writing a novel, your temperament has changed. From his original lazy appearance, he became like a different person, and his whole body became unstable. Didn't you notice it yourself? Your eyes became more and more rotten, just like a dead fish that was disgusting."

"Is that right? At least I hope you can say a look as sharp as an eagle."

Even the confrontation was too lazy to talk to Xue Zhixia, but he just sat on a chair and looked at the patterns on the ceiling as if it was burned out.

Xue Zhixia said nothing wrong, just as she said. The one who knows a person best is his opponent. Xue Zhixia is very clear about what my current state is. I really want to admit that my mentality was definitely not correct at that time.

I'm venting my anger.

Of course I was venting my anger.

What I am angry about is why there are still people who can move towards the unknown with a smile.

They don’t understand anything, don’t they? How much energy they need to put in for this thing, how much price they need to pay to better temper themselves, and how much things they need to study to become better, these high school students who do things based on their momentum have never thought about these follow-up things even once.

As long as I look at those smiling faces, my heart will keep surging with black emotions. Those memories that have always been considered fading also emerge in my head again and again, and I can't help but want to use malicious intentions to destroy the smiling faces of those high school students.

That's right, it's just simple malice.

Although it is about reality, it is just irrigation with malicious intentions.

"At the beginning you were just a guy that made me hate, but just now you made me angry. Because you did it wrong, Hikiya."

Holding a can of black tea, he squinted his eyes under the snow and looked at the red sunset outside the window.

"I don't know what you are hating, because I have no idea what kind of person you are. But just in terms of behavior, your behavior just now is already wrong. Although the reality is so cruel, your statements and actions are two completely opposite extremes. You are killing his dream with your own hands. Do you know this?"

"Yes, of course I know. But the wrong things are corrected. Isn't this the right link? I just used words to tell him the way to survive in this society. There is nothing worth scolding, right?"

"Now is no longer the time for you to be foolish and just pretend to be stupid."

Put the black tea on the table, Xue Zhi pulled a chair and sat opposite me.

"I don't know what you did, but please don't forget that this is the Ministry of Service, a place to help others, not a place to vent your anger. Your emotions and behaviors are extremely unstable, do you know?"

She was really angry. Such things could be seen with eyes. Because the delicate face of Xue Zhixia revealed her anger everywhere. Her eyebrows raised, her eyes didn't blink, and her lips were pursed tightly. The facial lines were no longer the softness of the original, but showed a bit of indifference.

Of course I can see this kind of thing, because we are the same type of people. But it is the opposite.

"You're right, I'm really emotionally unstable."

There is nothing to deny about this kind of thing.

I shook my coffee cans with half of the remaining coffee in my hand in silence.

Although I did not add my subjective ideas to the language, my emotions at that time were undoubtedly painted black. I don’t like seeing such a vibrant guy, and I also don’t like him to embark on the same path as me in the future.

This road is not suitable for people like Timuzu. He is not a genius, but an ordinary person. If he is an ordinary person, the time he wastes on moving forward on this road is definitely not calculated by common sense. Even if he spends ten hours studying every day, he will not get any good results. This is reality.

So I persuaded him to give up. I persuaded him to give up with the most severe accusations.

"That's his dream I have no right to blame such a thing. I know."

"You know, I said that?"

Xue Zhixia raised her eyebrows slightly, as if she was a little surprised by such a fact.

Of course it was an accident, and even I felt a little surprised. Why do I want to live or die in the pipes? Just like the snow, I just simply point out the right or wrong? I have no position to get angry at all, right?

But he still said that. There is no way to deny this fact. I still said that and then did that. He asked the timber and wood base to face everything he had in the past. Just like what I had asked myself in the past. He knew that such a request was unreasonable and even inhumane, but he still did it.

"Things hurt their species, probably this is the principle."

I spread my hands and showed helplessness.

Because of this experience, I don’t like others to embark on this path. After all, I am still a little younger and cannot ignore everything like those old thieves. This time I am not mentally ill, I will take it as an exercise for myself.

"Sorry, Xue Zhixia. This kind of thing only happens this time. It's just an imbalance caused by the unstable mentality. There is nothing to care about. In general, I was in a very inexplicable state at that time. How could I say it, it was like being possessed by something. Although it was a bit unscientific, it was indeed like that at that time."

I sighed a long time, expelling all my hazy emotions into my mind, and I smiled a little embarrassedly at Xue Zhixia.

After all, I am not a dimensional character. I will never agree with my ideas, including Tukisa and Yukihama. I will never agree with their ideas. The experience brought in that dream has indeed given me endless help, but it also made me clearly realize how terrifying the disasters that differences can bring. So at this time, you only need to admit your mistakes. Although there is no mistake in it at all, the difference in ideas itself is a kind of mistake.

After all, Hikigaya Hachiman is not an ordinary high school student. There are too many things to think about and too many things to plan. The tasks and relationship lines accumulated in the study made me a little bit unbalanced. But it doesn’t matter. This time, I reminded me once and let me see clearly where I am standing.

"Then go back. It was just a small mistake. I had this experience before, but the result was not that good. You should know that people are always used to excessive blessings of experience and anger on others, so it was just a mistake."

I smiled at Xue Zhixia and turned around to pick up my schoolbag.

Since you want to be a chess player, don’t put your feelings on the chessboard. Such things should not be forgotten, but should always be remembered. Especially a crucial point should not be forgotten.
Chapter completed!