15. Metal fatigue
(I'll try to recommend this thing to use? It's at the bottom. By the way, you just don't trust me too much! Look at my sincere expression, look at my sincere eyes, look at my sincere face, and say loudly, am I that kind of person! Am I the one who writes novels like that! I can reply to you exactly, I am!)
"Then what I said, Yukishita, don't be angry?"
"I won't vent my anger on meaningless people."
Hearing the female classmate's words, Xue Zhixia keenly noticed the dangerous signal inside, and subconsciously frowned. He looked at me with a slight uneasy look.
Because, the girl was sure that Xue Zhixia would get angry. Although she didn't look like she looked, being able to say this means that she had the confidence and capital to make Xue Zhixia angry. Generally speaking, this situation is not good news.
Obviously, Yukishita also realized this, and from the crowd that looked at me from time to time, I guess there was a part of me in the rumors. As for what role he was playing, I don’t know, but I probably wouldn’t be the main character. Otherwise, the look at me would not be subtle, but a certain kind of resentment.
After understanding these key points, I let go of part of my heart and nodded to Xue Zhixia. I signaled that she could continue to ask that classmate.
"Then I really want to say it? Classmate Yukishita, you must not be angry?"
The female classmate squinted her eyes and pursed her lips, and looked at me and Xue Zhixia with a smile.
"You two live very close together and can go to school together, right? Someone saw it? You two. And there is no need to argue. You can always see you two stay together all day long, it is completely a DNA-like structure."
The metaphor that can describe interpersonal relationships as DNA double helix structure is really so new that I don’t understand the meaning she wants to express.
"What's the meaning?"
Xue Zhixia was a little surprised and was a little stunned.
"You mean there is a rumor about me and this man? How is that possible?" With an incredible expression on his face, Yukioshita reached out and pointed in the direction of me. The vivid and absurd appearance was so perfect that my heart broke.
At least don’t use this man. Can you use words like Biqigu or Biqigu? Although there is no essential difference, I feel a little better.
"How could that be? Even if you have that meaning in Xuezhixia, that guy wouldn't dare?"
The female classmate also smiled slightly after hearing this. After thinking about it, she even squirted out, and then she felt that this was a bit impolite and reached out to cover her mouth. However, the corners of her crescent-like eyes were full of mocking smiles.
“…”
You are a gentleman, Hikigaya Hachiman. For this slander, you cannot rush up like a wild dog, roaring with no problem, and calm down.
Trying to get my attention away from the conversation between the two people, I took two steps back and stood next to the windowsill, looking at the scenery of the school. Under the green old trees in the atrium, a group of ghost-like incest were playing a feeding game with each other.
...
Is it better for me to go back and listen to it? Otherwise, the big fireball in my hand will be out of control.
"Simply put, we are not classmates. Although your relationship with that guy is very close, no one is envied by that kind of relationship? That guy is definitely having a problem."
"We were all shocked at that time. That guy would never have any feelings in his mind. He was like a zombie. He yelled at the girl, he was not interested in love, and the most important thing was that he didn't care about anything and just wanted to be the first. Don't you think this is unusual? He was a zombie, a monster, I think it was more like Frankenstein or something else, right?"
The girl who I could not remember the name at all looked at me and sneered again, as if she was extremely happy about her wisdom and description.
I think what you should want to say is the monster created by Frankenstein, not Frankenstein himself. Frankenstein is an excellent alchemist. He created the second type of perpetual motion machine, and successfully ignored the rejection reaction and created artificial souls. He is simply a master of alchemy.
But my definition of me should be the weird guy in the Clock Tower, right? Although I don’t think I behave like that on the outside, I personally have an extremely sincere heart, and I am also a flesh and blood human being.
Although it is a bit disgusting to say that, then to put it another way, I am also a philosophical zombie again, right? It would be rude to just say that others are zombies.
What's more, when I'm still here.
"Then?"
Xue Zhixia raised her eyebrows as if she was quite unhappy, and her voice became dry and cold.
"I don't think it's interesting to laugh at others, so please stop at it a little bit. And this has nothing to do with the question we are going to talk about, right?"
"Don't be so angry. He doesn't know what he says, and there's something in it. It's better to say that the relationship is very big. If it weren't for knowing exactly what happened to you two, we might have been blinded."
The girl said with a grievance.
"But the rumors say you're having sex with that guy? And this time someone saw you eating bento with that girl named Yukihama, which is super funny~"
"At the beginning, it was said that you lived nearby with that guy, and you had a relationship or something. Then you said that you made bentoes with each other, some of them were romantic, and some of you two would flirt with you every night and do some super stingy things. They said that they had nostalgia and eyes. If we hadn't seen your quarrel that day, I might have believed it."
"How is that actually possible? We all saw that guy when he broke out that day. Is it impossible, it's completely impossible. And he and Yukishita, you are completely in a competitive and mutual use relationship, right?"
The girl waved her hand with a smile on her face, as if she couldn't stand it, and she laughed while talking. If it weren't for the dark face of Xue Zhixia, she would definitely pat Xue Zhixia's shoulder.
What a funny thing, for the people in our class, it is as unnatural as Mars hitting the Earth.
This can be seen from the female classmate who smiled very exaggeratedly.
"That guy is definitely not a bastard who can look at his face or friendship. You, classmate Yukishita, probably because you like this, just use him as a shield, right?"
Honest, dark, and have no idea. The biggest goal is to get into college, be calm and dying, and you will definitely use him as a shield. After all, you can be completely useless, no, or people who can rationally overwhelm their desires are more suitable as shields.
And there is no risk of playing with it, so you don’t have to care if you dump it.
The girl smiled like this and expressed her malice indifferently to Xue Zhixia. Xue Zhixia stood in front of me, lowering her head, unable to see what expression she had.
After a while, she slowly raised her head and looked at the girl.
"……No."
A syllable was spit out stiffly, and a layer of cold air spread in the corridor like broken ice crystals.
Just like slow motion, invisible and intangible, the chill that spreads from the heart flows in the total amount of people. I quietly look at the slowly twisted expression of the person who is watching the joke in front of me, and there is no joy or sorrow in my heart.
Everyone, everyone in the corridor, subconsciously held their breath. The power contained in that word completely shattered the lively and noisy atmosphere of the entire corridor. Some people who were not sure about the situation were even pressed back by other people with quick eyes, looking at the iceberg beauty standing in the center of the stage in amazement.
You don’t have to look at it and know how terrible the expression of Xue Zhixia is now.
The crystal clear skin was like a work of art, setting off the frost-filled expression on his face. A cold flame was lit in the navy blue eyes.
"I won't."
Staring at the face of the girl who was making a fuss, under the snow, quietly, seriously, without any retreat, retorting word by word.
"I have never once used him as a shield. I didn't have it before, now, and it wouldn't be possible in the future. That was an insult and a slander for me. I would never allow such a thing to happen... I would never let him happen."
"Hey? That, I'm sorry, I just thought about it so much..."
"So what kind of thoughts can make you come to such a conclusion? Just because those boys who are in love in their minds confess to me? Is this just the reason?!"
"I can't understand at all..."
Looking at the female classmate who was getting paler, Xue Zhixia seemed to suppress her own feelings, trembling all over, her face was pale, and she made a low question. The sound was like a heavy hammer, bombarding everyone's hearts in a muffled voice.
Metals have the limit of fatigue. After some pain and re-smoothing, and doing the original actions again, the fatigue of metal will crush itself.
Just like now.
The sound was more like the sound of the frozen river in spring.
An unnatural brittle sound was made on the thick ice layer, and spider-web-like cracks permeated the seemingly indestructible ice layer. The undercurrent wrapped under the ice layer kept circling under pressure and impacting, shattering the solid ice layer layer by layer.
If this continues, it will be a disaster...
I sighed under the snow, which was gradually swallowed by the vortex, my eyes flashed, and my emotions became more and more uneasy. I stood up under everyone's surprise gaze and patted her on the shoulder.
Chapter completed!