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7. Don't think I don't know

(The first update, the grave sticker really scared me. I thought I had woken up and traveled through time. When I saw a bunch of grave stickers, I really couldn't stand it... I still have only one update today, so I can find the feeling... I have been hurting these days... so I owe a total of twenty-four updates...)

"But, I refuse."

His voice was calm, his face was calm, and his expression was stable.

I sat on the chair and said to the golden haired Sai Chong in front of me with a serious look on my face.

"My abilities cannot be displayed in such places. I don't know how to play house games. Whoever has the responsibility and obligations, and whoever bears it. Even if I come to ask for help, I have the right to refuse, right? No one said he had to accept it when he found someone."

"As the same thing, you have to convince me and Yukiya and Yukihama at the same time. I don't want to repeat those words for the second time. I just want to say that I don't want to do it, and I can't do it either. There is not a place where people like me should stay, Yeshan classmate. I am just an ordinary student, and I shouldn't stay there no matter what."

No matter what, I bet on these four words with accentuated volume. In order to cover it up, I took out my notebook and waved it to Ye Shan.

In the eyes of others, I must be a villain who only knows how to learn and push the blame.

It’s just that I’m a little better at studying and I’m even rejecting other people’s invitations. Is it shameless to lose a piece of meat when someone invites you to help? I can’t help Ye Shan’s classmate without dying. To put it bluntly, I’m just timid and afraid of things?

While refusing, I could even see the disdainful gazes flashing in the eyes of other students. But that was also a recognition of my personal performance art.

For others, this is all right. Other reactions are not in line with my settings.

But Ye Shan should be able to understand the reason I really want to say.

It’s not that I can’t go, but that I won’t go.

There are all kinds of reasons why I don’t go. For example, I want to enjoy this high school life and don’t want to be too restricted, and for example, I deceived some uninformed onlookers in order to maintain my fine tradition of playing a pig and eating a tiger.

But the ultimate reason is that I don’t like this. I hate this. I hate this atmosphere where everyone can get through the difficulties when they are united.

It would be better to say that I have seen too much.

"I don't care about these things, whether it's a position, help, or honors and abilities. I just care whether my grades can be better, whether I can go to a good university in the future, and whether I can have a good job in the future."

"You are rich, and you have good physical fitness and good academic performance and good academic performance, so you don't have to worry about these things. It doesn't matter if you help others casually. But I can't do it. I have to rely on my own efforts to reach the peak. So unless it is necessary for club activities, I will never participate. Because it means wasting time and life."

"If you can talk to the other two people, I can help. Socialization is also a part of life. I have to accept it. But let me go personally, and it's not a talk."

In front of a certain service department, I pulled a far away egg at the cashier in her strange eyes.

In fact, even if the Service Department agrees, I won’t go there. Anyway, I’m a temporary worker. At worst, I guess I might have some problems at that time. I want to go home early to feed my healthy and lively kitten. Can I just quit?

Maybe it was out of inexplicable disgust for Ye Shan, or maybe it had already seen my shameless thoughts, Xue Zhixia didn't say much, but sat silently in her position, still savoring her food in that elegant posture. It seemed like nothing could affect her eating.

But I can easily let Yukinoshita stand on my side. With her righteous and mad personality, it is unlikely that there will be no signs like Yukihama.

Then, it’s better to use three sentences as the basis.

"To be honest, I don't want to have any big intersection with students. For me, I just want to study and live quietly." I folded my hands on my stomach, leaned against the wall on my back, and showed a dark and corrupt smile at the student union lobbyist.

"What's more, it's time to eat now, and I'm a little hungry, so can I not disturb my normal life? Otherwise, what if you sit down and eat together?"

I waved to Ye Shan, who was gradually embarrassed in front of me.

“…”

Soon, almost instantly, Yukishi blinked like an electric shock. He glanced at Hayashi Yeshan who was standing in front of his desk with an awkward smile on his face, and a deep expression of disgust and alienation soon appeared on his face.

It was known from the beginning when they met that their relationship was very bad. Ye Shan's persuasion was enough to touch the bottom line under the snow. With the personal impression bonus, the next thing could almost be said to be natural. It would be better to say that what would not happen next, that would be a very strange thing.

"Student Yeshan."

Xuezixia spoke and looked at Hayato Hayato, who was so angry that I couldn't even say anything clearly.

"If nothing big happens, can I ask you to return to your class? You have already caused great trouble to some people here. Although it is lunch break, it has to be a little limited."

“…It’s true.”

It seemed like I wanted to say something, but in the end, thousands of words turned into a sigh.

Hayato Yeshan nodded at Yukishi with a dim expression. He turned around and left with regret, bringing up a group of little girls' hatred for me.

Ah, I'm really sorry to suppress you from speaking in all directions. But there's no way, who made you recharge? The innate advantage is too huge. It's better to just suppress it through this method, right?

Anyway, the more you say, the more impression points you have, and the more I say, the fewer impression points you have. It would be better to solve this source problem before the conversation occurs. Kill the enemy to death before the enemy has the ability to kill himself. This is the real way of military strategy. You cannot relax even if it is a minute or a second. This world is not around you, so it is better to be careful.

Looking at the left behind, I couldn't help but think of this.

"And you."

“……Eh?!”

What kind of sudden script is this?!

I looked at the snow that was coming over in a little surprised.

"Stay there honestly. You know what you think, right?"

Xue Zhixia glared at me, and walked my schoolbag to her with a quick look. After searching for a while, she put it on the other side of her chair.

"Didn't you say that your stomach is bloated and don't want to eat?" Faced with my somewhat disbelief expression, Xue Zhixia confiscated the lunch box and said as usual: "Then you don't have to eat anymore. You don't have to eat one day today. It's better to have a good rest."

Don't think I don't know what you're thinking.
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