(Second update~ hahaha! This kind of development is what I like! The previous ones are all paving the way, paving the way! This volume will probably end tomorrow, waiting for the good news of the plot! Then again, I can't help but want to cut the jungle and stay in the plot? Because I almost forgot all that plot, but I was too lazy to read the novel to find it. Ah, it's so troublesome... Otherwise, I would just just mention it, just like a night passed, and directly said that the two heroines were pregnant with Hikigu's child after that meeting? Just kidding, if I really wrote that way, I wouldn't be able to write the Rising...)

The only thing that cannot be judged in this world is probably the human heart.

Because people can't even understand their true thoughts. After reading those psychological works, you can always find that there are an antonyms about that work in another work. And each work looks very reasonable and looks very consistent with your own situation. No matter who it is, you will fall into this vortex of affirmation and negation of oneself.

Human thoughts are really too complicated. The thoughts that flashed through the air in an instant are difficult to describe in thousands or tens of thousands of words. However, the general statement can only cause a lot of misunderstandings and deviations, which makes people understand in another direction.

So feelings are more complicated.

Habits can be a kind of emotion, and loyalty can be a kind of emotion. No one can tell their feelings truly. Because you will never know what other people’s feelings are and what your own feelings are. You can only tell yourself when your emotions are surging and clearly know what your feelings are. But it is impossible to describe them in detail.

People cannot truly understand themselves. Those who can fully understand themselves can only be superhuman. Under the influence of external forces, some people will find that their feelings are false, but others will find that this is true.

However, when things come, no one knows whether this emotion is real or false.

Therefore, people cannot see themselves clearly.

This is even more true for feelings.

"……I have no idea."

So, for Yango’s question, I only have this answer.

"I don't know if I still like you now, and I don't know what I think of everyone now." I rubbed the coffee in my hand, lowered my head and carefully confirmed my emotions, and said with a deep feeling.

"I don't feel excited or heartache when I see you now, and I don't think I'm a victim anymore. But I still want to do something for her and make her live happily. I don't want to see her crying when she was injured. Even if it was done by me, I feel that my chest hurts like a knife stabbed in. So I said your sister was angry."

"For Feng, I can't bear to get angry at her. I dare not get angry at her. I can only pour all my anger into others. Your sister was just stabbed by my anger. She was not wrong, and the person who was really wrong was me. I know the reason and result of all this, but I don't want to admit it. I just found a substitute. So for Feng, whether I like or not, I don't even know myself. I don't know anything now."

"Is that right? Even you don't know. Sure enough, can't the living person defeat those who have become shadows..." Looking at the two people who started laughing and fighting over there, Yangno supported his chin and replied in a somewhat ethereal voice.

"You can't, now you treat Feng as your other sister, right?"

“…It’s true that this is possible.”

Sitting in the chair, I nodded and did not deny this idea.

"Her brain is so despicable. I'm very worried about whether she can survive in the future. So if others can't hurt her, then I'll do it myself. If you can't decide when something happens, I'll help her decide. It's natural to be resentful for such a domineering thing? Maybe I really treat her as another Komachi."

"I want to help her, want to make her live a good life, and don't want her to continue to be injured. Even if I marry someone else, I may indeed have a murderous intent. But if she is determined to do that, I can't do it. It's just like this. After all, this time I completely woke me up. Your sister is indeed a very good sister. She is very decisive. She punches hard when she should. Say whatever she should say. If it weren't for her, I might continue to trap myself in a cage with deformity? She has been unwilling to face those things and keeps the past in her heart."

From the beginning of my love, to the later cut off these things with my own hands, to the present view of them as sisters. This change can be said to have grown up. When I went to that building again, I believe it was time to cut off everything in the end. I no longer hesitate, no longer hesitate, no longer carry all those things on my own. Instead, I am upright, without any pain or narrow-minded, and stand directly in front of those people and loudly declare my existence.

I may not have that kind of courage now, but there is absolutely no problem with the passage of time.

"……ha."

For some reason, Yango suddenly sighed heavily.

"In the end, no one can compare to your sister. How sister is she? If this continues, I won't feel strange about developing into the relationship between the eighteen-forbidden sister. Please restrain yourself a little."

"Aren't you the same guy? You are the same as a dead girl, don't just talk about me."

"But I won't be like you, spoiling to the point of poking yourself with substitutes. Even the people you like must be similar to your sister. Hachiman, your relationship with your sister is a bit sick, right? And your sister is indeed a little strange. Could it be that there has been any wonderful relationship between you? It's impossible~"

“…tsk.”

"Don't you refute..."

This attitude seemed to be even scared by Yango. She sat in the chair and pulled a little distance, looking at me in shock.

And just at such an embarrassing moment, Yukihama and Yukikoshi in the distance stood in front of a counter and waved to us, as if signaling us to go over.

"Anyway, don't think so much. Go ahead first."
Chapter completed!