People always feel pain. Maybe.

Everyone makes mistakes, everyone dies, but everything exists and still exists. So I rarely feel afraid because I have done something wrong. If I am wrong, it is wrong. What happens is happening, and it is useless to make up for it. It is like chasing a train that has been started, in vain.

So I was reluctant to apologize. But for some reason, I opened the door and walked in slowly.

Without the hysterical silent crying as I imagined, Xiaoli just hugged her knees blankly, but it formed a scar in my heart.

The bed sheets were very messy, as if we were the first time we met that night, and she was trembling with excitement.

I wanted to smoke again, but I put it on the table outside and didn't bring it in.

The shadow formed by the curtains blocked the expression on her face, but looked at me emptyly. There was no trace of tears on her face, and the rest was her red face crying.

You're crying so ugly, don't cry.

I should say that.

I looked at her, just as she looked at me. I saw the twisted toes under the snow-white socks, as if they could guide my heartache.

I didn't even want to see her biting lips, the bright red blood shed, just like the blood on the bed sheet that night, which made me terrified.

The cold wind blew in through the window, and the curtains flashed very much and drifted unsteadily, causing the shadows reflected on her face to change constantly, as if she was wearing countless masks.

Sitting slowly by the bed, watching her slightly twitching movements, it was not fear, it was fear.

Did the words I just said deeply hurt the woman in front of me?

She should have seen me, right? It should be because I was sitting in front of her. Or maybe I didn't see it, because she had no expression at all, as if the one in front of her was a monster that specifically hurt her.

"I, actually I"

What should I say? What should I make up for it?

Just sit like this, sit like this.

She suddenly opened her mouth, but there was no sound. It seemed as if she had no strength to speak. This feeling was awful, for me.

The rustling sound of the curtains was like the only sound in this room. The orange-red sunlight was raging to me.

"Is it better?" Perhaps this beginning is OK.

The woman didn't say anything, and she didn't respond, as if what I just said was just a rustling sound.

Only her fingers, the hands holding the bed sheet, the veins became more obvious at this time.

She slowly pounced on her, like a dying little beast had to pounce on the monster that was about to hunt it. I didn't dodge, or, because I had no idea of ​​dodge at all.

Her hands that grabbed my shoulders were trembling, and her weak and shaking body was not as strong as she remembered. It seemed that she had just rushed over and just wanted to rely on me to balance. The painful expression on her face suddenly broke a piece of my heart. The pain made me have no time to think about anything, but slowly, I hugged her in my arms.

She was still trembling, trembling constantly. Her hands had become a stinging posture, grabbing my shoulders. Then she suddenly let go and began to hit my back, lightly and heavierly, then, she cried silently, like a child who had lost her parents, lonely, helpless, and weak.

"I'm sorry." I don't know what else I can say besides these three words.

She whimpered softly, feeling hysterical. Her fists were still hitting my back. It was getting slower and slower, and finally she settled down, and then, she hugged me and cried loudly.

The crying hit me like lightning, making me dizzy.

I don't know what to do or what to do. Maybe I did it right, maybe I shouldn't have come in from the beginning, at least I won't be able to get rid of myself like now.

Maybe there was no sound in the room, Xiao Yan leaned in and lowered his voice and said, "Uncle, what's going on?"

I told her my current situation with my eyes.

Xiaoli had already fallen asleep, probably because she was crying and losing strength. When I put her into the quilt just now, her hand tightly held my hand. The harmless expression of humans and animals who subconsciously sought support made me unable to force myself to break free.

"She seems to be much better now." Xiao Yan walked over gently.

I nodded, looking at my head hiding in the quilt, only my black hair was left outside in a mess, telling her helplessness just now.

"What time is it now?" I asked softly.

"It's past three o'clock, are you hungry?" Xiao Yan sat next to me.

"I'm not a pig, I'll always feel hungry and dizzy."

"I'm afraid you are Eme. Is she much better, right? Uncle."

Shaking my head, I slowly tried to take my hand away, but she still held it desperately. My slight breakout made her moan again.

I couldn't help but smile bitterly at Xiao Yan, and Xiao Yan looked at me strangely: "Uncle, you are very safe."

"Go, nonsense." If you want to smoke, you beg Xiao Yan, but Xiao Yan pouted: "Uncle, although I bought you a cigarette, it doesn't mean I encourage you to smoke, otherwise you will be finished."

"I will die if I don't smoke now, so you can do it."

"The direct disadvantage of smoking mouth is that it erodes your respiratory system. It will slowly rot, then destroy your nervous system, and penetrate into your blood at the same time, reducing your immunity in an all-round way. Moreover, it may also make you impotence. Have you thought it through and smoked so much?"

"Does your women enter menopause early without applying makeup? Please, where do you have so many things?"

"Wait for impotence, you." She walked out angrily, turned around and threw the cigarette on my face: "Shoot you to death."

I took it, picked up one with my mouth, and lit it with a lighter: "Girl, do you know what people who come out of the desert usually do the most in their daily life?"

"Drinking water has nothing to do with smoking anyway."

"So, what about coming out of the detention center?"

She widened her eyes and looked at me without saying anything.

"It's cigarette. For a person who enters a detention center, especially those who can smoke, the most lacks is cigarettes. So I can have nothing after I come out, but this cigarette is not missing for a while. It can make me think about problems calmly and prevent me from following blindly.\'"

"What you said is so evil, is it true? Have you ever been in? Oh, by the way, you all gangsters are like that. Didn't Tony Leung enter several times in the Infernal Affairs?" Xiao Yan looked at me as sure as he was.

"It would be great if it was as good as it said on TV. Why is it the so-called labor reform? Although there are no severe punishments, there are strict customs systems, which are the highest degree of labor exploitation. Hehe, it's a nightmare."

Thinking back to the momentum, I couldn't help but take a few sips.

"Uncle, why did you get in? Grab a territorial or something?"

"How can it be so exaggerated? Those are all made up of TV to deceive people. In fact, it is very simple. Sherlock Holmes said that the world has always been sunny, and crimes are the same. Almost all of them are learned from history, and nothing new. I was just framed and took the blame, but I was still stubborn at that time. I did suffer a lot. Now I think it's still cigarettes to me, no matter how much it costs, they are so excited."

"It's also a torture, right?"

"You will never understand if you don't go in. Even if you hear it hundreds of times, you might as well try it. Maomao is planning to torture. Isn't the fun of being mentally tortured now? And those policemen don't treat you as human. Do you think it's like what you said on TV? Being polite? Nonsense. Perhaps I've met all those with low quality."

Xiao Yan snatched the cigarette from my left hand, threw it into the trash can, and then held it: "What did you experience at that time? Tell me."

"Are you perverted? Are you comfortable listening to my embarrassing things?"

"No, I'm just curious."

"Hmph, it's nothing."

"Uncle."

"Okay, please lower your voice. When I went in, I interrogated me, two policemen played good and bad roles. One was kind and served tea and water, and the other was fierce and evil, filthy, and he looked uncomfortable if he didn't beat you up. Of course, under normal circumstances, they didn't do anything, at most they would be stern intimidation, but when they encountered some stubborn people, such as me, they started to use some means."

"What means?"

I laughed out loud: "What other means are you? It's just that the bad ones are scared first, move them a little, scare you half-death, and then start to stop them, and the bad ones are cursing, and comfort you, and what's the good ones are, and you'll be honest, lenient, resist and strict, and you don't say anything else, and when these are useless, you'll move again. How can you move? It's a very simple method, without any wounds, and you can't sue him. It's useless to say it afterwards."

"How did you do it?"

"Electric shock, full of electricity, and use several empty sticks directly. The whole body is powered by electricity, and it is easier to bear it. From the toes to the top of my head, especially the crotch, my crotch was almost empty. Otherwise, people would not dare to commit it again after they came out? Unless it was related and there was no way to do it, they would continue to enter. Otherwise, now China's public security, procuratorial and judicial affairs make money? Criminal law is also afraid of people who are not afraid of death. They are not afraid of two times at once, and three times at once, until you are afraid of it. Electric shock cannot stand fainting? It is easy to deal with. TV often acts, what? Splash water, and then continue."

"Then have you been suffering from the daytime? The rest time at night will probably not be slower."

I touched her hair indulgently, and she grabbed my hand again.

"Sleep? Rest? Silly girl, you can sleep when you sleep, but it's not you, you're interrogating. You can take turns to sleep, and you can sleep both of you. As for me, a high-intensity light bulb in front of me can be exposed to sores on my face. I have a small pry stick in my mouth. When I doze off, the pry stick falls off. The police woke up and continued to swear and electric shock. In this way, I kept tossing until you spoke, or wait for the instructions of the superior. The so-called instructions of the superior usually take a few months later. During this period, you go through layers of procedures and go to the criminal detention center. After finishing your hair, you work all day long, and don't meet the standards? It's easy to handle, confinement, and not meet the standards. Continue."

Xiao Yan held my hand and had already felt sweaty.

"Actually, all these are tolerated. The only thing that cannot be tolerated is the battle between the prisoners and prisoners inside. Although it is clearly stipulated that if you don't have a boss in the detention center, you must be a boss or a clique, which detention center room loves you without a boss? If you are a new one, you have to be honest."
Chapter completed!