Chapter 405 Night Talk(2/2)
Longyou knew that Yin Xiaoru was born with a spiritual light and could directly recognize the surroundings. She could even leave memories of all the scenes at that time.
"I knew that I was a little fox, not a human being, so I was very scared, afraid of being discovered, and acted cautiously. At that time, I really didn't know what I was doing with my life. You didn't leave anything in this regard to me, and you didn't have any hatred.
Is the hatred based on evil thoughts?"
"Well. I just want you to grow up. Then you will naturally know what you want to do..."
"So my goal at that time was to stay alive without being discovered. As long as I could stay alive, isn't survival an instinct of any life? Why do you need to know why you are alive to stay alive?"
Longyou sighed: "Well, maybe I just lack this instinct."
"Later, my adoptive parents died in a car accident... From then on, I developed the habit of driving only hovercars, because no one would be killed if the hovercar had an accident."
Longyou stretched out her little hand and touched Yin Xiaoru's face.
She suddenly realized that it was not easy for everyone, and it was not easy for Yin Xiaoru since she was a child.
A little fox driving a fat car, this scenery in Xia Guixuan's eyes, actually has a story inside.
"In fact, even if it is a fuel vehicle, given the current safety design, it is very difficult to cause death in a car accident. Is there something fishy about the situation of your adoptive parents back then? Have you tried to investigate the root cause of the car accident?"
"Now I occasionally have this thought, especially after I know it has nothing to do with you..."
Longyou: "..."
Yin Xiaoru sighed: "It didn't happen that year anyway. First of all, I didn't suspect anything was wrong at that time. Secondly, I was weak and helpless. I didn't know if I could survive. How could I think about those things... During that time, I
I still don’t know what I want to do. Anyway, my family arranges for me to study, so I will study. It doesn’t matter if I don’t study well and go to a junior college, it’s just a necessary process for being a human being.”
Lunyou said: "...Maybe many people in the human race think so, let alone you, a little fox."
"Ha...yes, yes, many of my classmates are like this."
"Then how did you become so energetic afterwards?"
"Well...at first I made an excuse to go to Sangyu to take care of my adoptive parents' old property because I didn't want to have too much contact with my family. Later I found out that they always wanted to sell the ecological park, which made me unhappy.
The hard work of my parents has no heirs. I am still alive and not dead. Why should I sell my parents’ things to others? I want to keep it. To keep it, I need to run it, not only to run the ecological park, but also to run it.
Biologics company, now, my life suddenly has meaning, I know what I want to do, and I have a goal to fight for."
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Yin Xiaoru said casually: "So the meaning of existence is found by oneself, not given by anyone. Isn't this a very simple truth?"
"You may have a misunderstanding. If you just set a goal, how can it reach the level of a path." Longyou asked hesitantly: "The reason why you had this goal came from... reluctance and protection?"
"Yes, that is my garden! Why!"
Luyou smiled slightly: "I know, thank you."
Yin Xiaoruqi said: "What do you know? I didn't say anything."
Lunyou said leisurely: "At least I know the path of Father God now."
"So you can't?"
"It may be difficult for me to have something based on emotion..."
"Could it be that you just think you don't have it?"
Lunyou was startled for a moment.
She didn't know how many times tonight she was spoken thoughtfully by Yin Xiaoru.
It seems that Yin Xiaoru is Wu Xiang, and she is Xiao Fengchu who has just entered the spiritual practice and is being taught earnestly.
But this is normal. What she was missing was originally with Yin Xiaoru, and she came here specifically to find it.
"My things are with you, of course I don't have them."
"That's not necessarily the case." Yin Xiaoru said seriously: "You are not a robot. You have your emotions, and then you have your feelings, which are unique to you... As long as you don't think that you don't have any, I think you
I just think I don’t have it, just like those people who are psychologically suggested. In other words, human psychology can be learned a little bit... I feel that sometimes it is more meaningful than your nitpicking questions."
Longyou did not comment on psychology, but just said: "If I thought so, could you find the so-called feelings that belong to Longyou? For example, my mother-daughter love for you? No..."
"Yes." Yin Xiaoru said casually: "You like Zhao Ye so much, and Sindy takes the photo of Ye, which makes you very unhappy and disgusting, isn't it?"
He was stunned there.
"Do you feel melancholy when you look at the divine society and feel that you are no longer needed? Doesn't this melancholy stem from your feeling that it should have been yours, your emotions and reluctance to let go? The reason why it is not so prominent is just because you feel
I am you too, you are just not jealous of my rule, try someone else? Like Hun Yuan?"
Luyou immediately exploded: "Is he worthy?"
Yin Xiaoru closed her mouth.
Longyou also closed her mouth.
The air is quiet again.
In the bamboo building, Xia Guixuan picked up a pen and completely painted the portrait of Donghuang Taiyi into his own face.
"As long as I think it's me, it's me. Any other individual has nothing to do with it."
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Chapter completed!