Chapter 250 What is loneliness
I sent Yan Wuyue back to her apartment all the way, and it was still the one I had been to before.
Yan Wuyue turned into an egg and came back to repair it. The door that had been kicked by Gongsun Jiu was repaired and the house was cleaned. The door was very neat, but it was still as simple as before, not as simple as a woman's residence.
Unlike Yin Xiaoru, it is pink and fragrant everywhere.
However, the guards in the villa area watched Deputy Manager Yan bring a man into the house in the middle of the night, and their expressions were all very wonderful.
Green, Marshal green!
Yan Wuyue ignored her and opened the door: "Come in and sit down."
It seems that when you are usually hospitalized, there is no difference at all.
Xia Guixuan was not pretentious and walked in. In fact, neither side knew anything to "send her home", but it seemed like a revisiting place.
When they got into the house, the two looked at each other for a while, remembering some small details of the past.
In fact, at that time, Xia Guixuan said a few good words to break the heart... Yan Wuyue once thought that "cut into the heart".
Because at that time, I was comforting her that you were born to raise the spirit and just needed to live for yourself. In Yan Wuyue's heart at that time, it was like a clear spring flowing, and she was really moved.
Now of course I know that it is the way God of the Father is inertially caring about his subordinates, and what is the pinching?
The two of them laughed at each other, and they actually felt a strange feeling of an old lover reunion under the moon. They were a bit ambiguous, but very natural.
Yan Wuyue was gone and he always felt uncomfortable in respect and awe of the admiration of the young man when he saw him. Xia Guixuan also lost the kind of desire to play with fire. It was the two hearts that had once been in a chaotic period and returned to peace together.
"Sit." Yan Wuyue opened the freezer, took a dozen beer, and threw a bottle for him: "I have never prepared other ingredients here. After all, we don't have to eat like a fox. We only have a lot of beer inertia. We usually drink some of it ourselves, and used to invite comrades to drink... Later, the god-born humans started a war, and my identity was awkward, and gradually no one came. It was rumored that after being someone's mistress, there was no more..."
Xia Guixuan heard her loneliness again.
Seeing Yan Wuyue tilting her head and drinking so hard, she looked completely different from the little fox leaning against the sofa and holding the drink in front of her chest.
But they are all beautiful.
Xia Guixuan weighed the beer in his hand, opened the bottle cap and took a sip, frowned slightly: "It's like a horse's urine, can this thing be drunk?"
"Puff..." Yan Wuyue wiped the corner of her mouth, put the beer on the sofa, and smiled: "Yes, yes, yes, it's not as artistic as fairy wine."
"No, this degree is too low. Your practice is so strong, and no matter how you drink it, it's like a drink, what's the point?"
"Well... beer is also high... and the atmosphere is refreshing when you drink it low." Yan Wuyue took a big mouthful again, puffed her cheeks and said vaguely: "I really get drunk, I don't dare."
Xia Guixuan was stunned.
Yan Wuyue smiled and said, "You must have seen the demons dancing in Donglin City. I am really like that. Are you willing to reminisce about this with such a woman today?"
Xia Guixuan looked up and thought: "We should not blame him."
Yan Wuyue had a strange look in her eyes: "I really think so?"
"Well. I also have times when I indulge myself. People are humans after all." Xia Guixuan smiled: "But it's easy for you to get drunk. If you are drunk alone, I will be there today."
Yan Wuyue said: "Didn't I do something ulterior motive to get drunk?"
Xia Guixuan said casually: "If I really want to do it, you will be with me, so why bother to get drunk?"
"Ha... it's really..." Yan Wuyue pinched the can and opened another bottle: "You don't need to be drunk, I'm actually not used to being drunk."
"Inner fear?"
"... Maybe it's a bit. It's mainly because it's unnecessary. What happened to me and I need to be drunk? It was almost the same before Nirvana. Isn't it sick now? How come there are so many self-pity?"
"I'm quite lonely when I listen to what you said just now."
"I just felt it for a moment." Yan Wuyue sighed: "I'm really afraid that the Marshal would say that for the sake of the overall situation, I really don't know what I'm doing in my life."
"Don't worry." Xia Guixuan raised the can and touched her: "If there is a day of peace with Zelt, it must be after we conquered them."
"Chengjun's words." The two cans touched each other, and Yan Wuyue drank it all in one gulp.
Xia Guixuan also accompanied him to drink the "horse urine" that he didn't like to drink.
Yan Wuyue turned her head and looked at him for a while, and smiled and said, "Do you think I'm in a low mood, so you came to talk to me? Tolerate the beer I don't like."
"Well." Xia Guixuan said: "A lonely traveler needs someone to talk at the right time. I just came out of the machine without emotions, don't learn from me."
"I have a lot of emotions! I won't be like you."
"Ha...that's good."
Yan Wuyue said: "Can you tell me about your past? I am not referring to the past of the distant ancestors of human beings that the little fox mentioned, but the past you have experienced life and death and death."
Xia Guixuan said: "Actually, you can just find a book to kill and decisively cultivate immortals and upgrade the article. It's the kind of person who has no heroine, killing girls and refusing girls is common."
"But what about friends? Comrades."
"It's almost the same." Xia Guixuan said slowly: "At first, there were some friends who explored together... but some died in battles, some died in life span. Looking back and forth, I was the only one left... Is it similar to you?"
Yan Wuyue was silent.
"You have been sent away for a hundred years and have sent away many copies. I have been going through ten thousand years. Isn't it just that my heart is without ripples... Where do you come from? All friends are passers-by." Xia Guixuan said lightly: "When you find that everything is a passerby, only you are alone, it is actually a kind of freedom. At that time, I was in a good state and a good mentality. I roared proudly in all worlds and broke into the Kingdom of God, but that's it."
"So you once thought that this was the best state and there should be no ties?"
"That was originally a transcendence that came into the world and saw everything without any restraints or shackles." Xia Guixuan drank beer and suddenly laughed: "Even now, I miss that state very much... although I will feel a little uncomfortable when I think about it occasionally."
"Because I've tasted tenderness?"
"Yes. This kind of gentleness was originally a shackle, maybe it was because I had no opponents in Canglong Star and I was so comfortable that I began to fall."
Yan Wuyue stared at him, always feeling that he was just taking advantage of his words, but in the end he had no choice but to admit that he really had no opponent.
After glaring for a long time, she sighed: "So are you starting to change your state at Canglongxing?"
"Strictly speaking, it started earlier in my own fairy world." Xia Guixuan said: "The fairy world provides me with resources and teaches me martial arts, which is my backing. I have achieved success in my studies and will give back... When foreign enemies invade, the Immortal Emperor will be nirvana, and I am the Immortal Emperor, and I will inherit the safety of the world. At that time, I was already tied up."
"So after you have completed your responsibilities, you abandon your position, just to give up your ties and restore your original detachment?"
"Um."
"You succeed to the throne just to fulfill your responsibilities and to shoulder the safety of the world. You are clearly a lover... It means that responsibility and ties have always been in your heart. Even when you claim to be the most transcendent, you are just hidden in your heart and never lost. You are not that kind of person at all."
Xia Guixuan's eyes were dazed. "Taikang, you are not that kind of person at all."
Yan Wuyue's eyes also felt a little gentle: "Sure enough, you and I have more common topics."
Because she is also for the responsibility of her family and country, and for the people who trust her.
Otherwise, after Nirvana, why fight for mankind again?
"Maybe that state is indeed a kind of freedom, but since it is not suitable for me, there is no need to force it." Yan Wuyue whispered: "I think of the days when I don't know why I fight and just explore the road in a daze, I think that is a kind of loneliness."
Xia Guixuan's eyes moved and he said nothing.
Chapter completed!