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Chapter 5 Hungry(2/2)

"I think we will be very busy these days. Okay, the time is over. She is coming soon, so she should go back and wait for him first!"

Lin Feng turned his head and looked at Fang Yu behind him, with a slightly raised corner of his mouth, touching several muscles, and then smiled at him, with a very friendly smile.

Fang Yu felt that the air around him seemed to have dropped a few degrees.

"Fang Zai, my smile is instinctively, not created according to the needs of the scene."

Lin Feng's low and lukewarm voice made him feel even colder. Is this the truth? Man, is this what you want?

***

"Fang Zai, in fact, Lin Feng, you knew before, died in the sophomore year, the day my mother died of illness! That day was also the same day when my ability awakened! I saw myself clearly! Since then, I have been trying hard to create a new self."

"At that time, I was still a student and didn't know Taotao. This brand new me was made entirely based on your personality as a reference! Compared to me, you have a good temper, tolerant treatment, don't like to show off, respect the upper class, and be polite to the lower class, and even a guy like me who is very difficult to date, you can become good friends with me! Do you know, brother, I have been watching your back all the time!"

"You've always made a mistake. I didn't expect to turn myself into a complete humanoid thinking machine. The life of a humanoid thinking machine is too boring and boring! My initial idea was to use that humanoid machine to turn it into my second leg and deal with my annoying interpersonal relationships! Although in a sense, this is a kind of personality split."

"The emergence of human character is something too complicated! My ability to analyze it may not be even superficial. Although I have reference objects, it is impossible to shape my own imaginary things, and even now I can't do it."

"So I could only settle for the second best, and it turned out like that in the end... The only thing I didn't expect was that after I went on "one-size-fits-all" at that time, I couldn't reply! The second leg of my plan became my brain and completely replaced me - now in retrospect, I was really reckless at that time. If it weren't for this cancer, I would have lived so boringly!"

"But now, my plan has been successful! In the past, I cut off all my emotions and then created a bunch of virtual masks to face the world on different occasions. Now, I use my subjective will to close the sluice when needed, and turn off the unfavorable things when needed, and then leave useful parts to face the world. Simply put, in the past, I was making fakes, but now I am filtering out impurities."

On the way back, Lin Feng was almost always talking, but Fang Yu was always playing the role of a listener.

"You've talked more!"

"Because it's not okay to not explain it clearly! From the restaurant, I can feel your alienation. If I want to continue to maintain our friendship, I must make it clear. I know you don't like the me in the past! During this time when I was seriously ill, you have been helping me. This is what a real friend will do! I have few friends, to be precise, you are the only one!"

"Is there any difference between you and the person you mentioned now?"

"Yes! The me in the past was an absolutely rational humanoid machine, without any human emotions! And now I have joys, angers, sorrows, fears, and all my emotions and desires! Compared with me before noon, the only difference is that I will become very calm when I need it - the premise is that I can stay rational first and not be influenced by my own emotions!"

“What if you can’t stay rational?”

"Then I will become the fool in high school!"

"Silly? Such a fool is cute!"

"How is it, are you satisfied?"

Lin Feng stopped and then stretched out his right hand to Fang Yu.

"Get out! This is on the road! I don't want others to think we have a gay relationship!"

"Hahaha! That fuji girl Xiaoli used to be gossiped all day long and we made a decision!"

"Stay away from me! Your hand is so terrible. If you are touched by it, you will have nightmares for the rest of your life."

From serious communication to nonsense jokes, the transition is very fast, but this is normal for the two. Friends, sometimes it is like this.
Chapter completed!
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