(This is a third-person work, only this chapter Xinyu is the first-person)

My name is Lin Feng, a forest with two woods, and the word "Wood" has the Fengfeng.

When I was a student, I was a long and short student who gave the teacher a headache: I was a mess in Chinese, my English was unsightly, and my mathematics, physics and chemistry were excellent.

During the college entrance examination, relying on some unclear means, I finally made up for a lot of short feet and barely got into the university school I longed for.

Since middle school, I have had a special talent for machinery. In fact, this talent is actually inherited from the family and is bound to cancer. It has been passed down from generation to generation with my father and grandfather generation, but it has become a stronger demon in my generation. If I have no error in my calculations, cancer should be a by-product of our family's use of this talent. My father's brothers who worked in business, and my grandfather's brothers, as long as they are not engaged in machinery-related industries, have not been infected with this terrible incurable disease.

Cancer is the price we pay for when we get abilities that others do not possess. This is equivalent exchange, a very fair equivalent exchange.

I don't resent this kind of equivalent exchange, on the contrary, I appreciate this kind of exchange! There is no gain without giving, which is very fair and very fair! I even think that if everything in this world can operate in the way of equivalent exchange, the world will become beautiful and there will be much less conflicts between people.

Unfortunately, most of the things in this world do not operate according to the law of equivalent exchange. In fact, the principle of equivalent exchange can handle only a limited number of things. So I have to use other criteria to deal with various troubles in life, and these are not what I am good at. Because in the process of acting, there will always be something that unknowingly affects my judgment, causing me to make all kinds of stupid and wrong decisions.

These things that make me mistaken are human emotions called joy, anger, sorrow, and fear.

To prevent myself from making such stupid mistakes due to my personal emotions, I made a decision.

Through Fang Yu, I met his mentor, an authority in neurology. With his help, I supplemented relevant theoretical knowledge and finally analyzed the origins of various human emotions such as joy, anger, sorrow, fear, etc. After understanding the laws of how they originated and operated, I found a way to eliminate them. Using my special ability, I cut off the emotions that would affect my judgment from my body.

After that day, I would not cry, laugh, be sad or fearful. I successfully turned myself into a thinking machine that was not affected by emotional fluctuations, and suppressed my own personality defects to the greatest extent! After eliminating these interferences, I could carry out my career rationally, so until the year before the onset of the disease, my career continued to flourish.

During this period, I accepted an apprentice. When he appeared in front of me, he was a student with a lot of mouth, excellent diplomatic ability, excellent pick-up skills, basically zero ability to do things, and seemed not very reliable. Other subordinates who worked for me did not understand, and I, who was strict and harsh in doing things and treated people, would have valued and trusted such a seemingly frivolous little boy so much. Fang Yu also didn't understand after contacting him, because in the past, I obviously hated such a person the most, and I should have slapped him into the Pacific Ocean with one palm.

People have to walk with two legs. Just like the college entrance examination, although I am extremely good at studying in mathematics, physics and chemistry, I am always unable to compare with Fang Yu who has a comprehensive development. The leg I do is strong enough, but the leg I have almost never grown out of.

Without emotional interference, I saw my weaknesses clearly and admitted my weaknesses. My weaknesses are the biggest advantage of this young man named Chen Taotao. I understand even more that I used to hate people like him, but it was not really annoying. My hatred is essentially jealousy, yes, jealousy, not annoying.

Just like many children always hate their peers who are overly favored by their parents, the truth is nothing more than jealousy. Because they don’t have it and can’t get it, they can only use annoyance to hypnotize themselves to achieve psychological balance. In fact, what they hate is what they want the most! After understanding this, I made the right decision that I didn’t have in dealing with interpersonal relationships, and I needed this person to make up for my disabled leg.

As for the price I pay after self-cutting is to lose myself and make myself feel like a personality mutant, this is just a necessary price paid for equivalent exchange, and it is a bearable loss.

Unfortunately, this perfect non-human state was forcibly ended after a tumor grew in my brain.

This tumor destroyed my ability to control the chemical reactions of my brain, and forced me back to my original form, turning me back into a stupid creature affected by emotions. The various cancer gatherings that followed made me even more difficult to become human.

From the beginning of the diagnosis of cancer, the doctor gave me a death test. In fact, I didn’t need them to give a report, and I also diagnosed myself that I was helpless. I went to see the doctor just to get the last glimmer of hope. At that time, I was almost knocked down by this diagnosis. I once used self-excited to make myself free from sorrow, joy and fear. I was almost Buddha, but after I became a mortal in personality, a diagnosis report almost completely defeated me.

At that time, I had no health, no life goals, no relatives, and had almost nothing except a larger family. I had no idea how I should spend the rest of my life. Apart from studying hard with a bunch of medical books and trying to completely analyze the secrets of the human body in order to save myself, I didn’t know what fun there was in life.

But it is impossible to completely analyze the mystery of the human body!

Humans are the most sophisticated and most complex machinery in the world. In comparison, the so-called superpowers I want to analyze is like measuring the sky by a ruler, which is insignificant. The more I analyze, the more I know, but I find that there are more ignorance and the more hopeless things I am. In this boring and desperate life, in order to find some fun for myself so that I can survive the sleepless nights of liver pain, I got a high-multiple military telescope. When I was bored, I used it to peek at the every move of the residents around me to pass the time.

She broke into my eyes during this boring peeping process and finally entered my life.

At that time, she was a college student, with her student-style shawl hair and a white dress with a wide neckline. When she appeared, she happened to come out of the residential community opposite. At that time, the first thing she attracted my attention was the long crane-style legs, flesh-colored stockings, and a pair of white sneakers. As soon as she appeared, she attracted me to project the telescope in the direction she was.

At that time, she was bent over and tied her shoelaces. This action caused the loose skirt collar to sag, accidentally exposing the full secret of her chest, and the angle I was at just right to capture all the spring light.

At that moment, at that moment, I felt like I was being electrocuted.

The girl full of green and energetic, with long legs, breast enhancement, waist slim waist and long hair, is completely in line with my personal aesthetic orientation. In just a few seconds, she broke into my life.

Even I can't believe that I, who had been living a nearly illegal life in the past, was really moved by such a woman who had just looked at her.

I know myself, I am not a good person, there is a demon living deep in my heart, and he often comes out. But at that moment, I have to admit that I was a little moved.

I told my apprentice about this.

"You are in love, master! Work hard to fuck her! You are young, rich and successful in your career. Even if you are sick, you can have a blue life and death love!"

My cheap apprentice shouted like this and gave me a lot of ideas to pick up girls, but I didn't adopt any of them.

In the next three years, I kept peeping at her through the telescope. So much so that I knew more about her, her sister, her mother, and the daily habits of the family of three. In the end, this peeping even affected my own pace of life: in order to see her more, I waited by the telescope early every morning just before she left the door.

I was able to survive these three years like hell, and she made great contributions. It was her appearance that made me look forward to life. Seeing her in front of a telescope every day, even if it was just a few fragments of life, was enough to satisfy me.

"Master, your vision is indeed fierce. She is indeed a great beauty! But Master, your ability to pick up girls really makes me cry. I have taught you so much, and finally I taught you all in the Pacific!"

My good disciple is extremely enthusiastic. He encouraged me to pursue the offensive many times, but I didn't even have the courage to take the most basic first step - this is not just the reason why I was dying, but a flaw in my personality. Even her name was found by my disciple. I always thought that God gave people the same amount of abilities, just like my cheap disciple will never learn half of my skills. With normal methods, I will probably never have one-tenth of his self-propelled humanoid seeder in my life.

"Her name is Liu Mei. Her father died in a car accident. He has a mother in his family. His sister is Liu Xue. She is twenty years old. Her sister is three years younger than her and her mother is twenty-one years older. The three of them moved from another place half a year ago. If you have a deep skill, you can have sisters traveling with you, or even mother and daughter who are the same!"

These were all the information my cheap apprentice found for me three years ago. He accepted him as an employee and even joked with each other as a master-apprentice relationship. This was indeed the most correct decision in my life. Unfortunately, when it comes to picking up girls, I really can't stand it. The closest distance between me and her is 0.5 meters - this is the distance between me and her when I was waiting for her to pass by as a passerby.

I once thought, if I was healthy, would I have the courage to come forward and meet and start a pursuit of the offensive?

The answer is definitely no!

I can't do anything that my apprentice can pick up girls at will, just like Chen Taotao always hides as far as he sees a damaged machine. Facing a woman's heart, I have always been worried. Even if I was the one who cut off human emotions three years ago, I couldn't do it.

What would I do if I was facing her when I was completely healthy three years ago?

I think I would definitely get her body at that time, and use my usual way at that time! My apprentice used a greasy mouth to pick up girls, and I never picked up girls three years ago!

Women are just used to meet their physiological needs! That’s what I thought at that time!

I will push down the one if I like it! I will push down the other with money, or with my hands. Even the most complex woman among people, after all, it is just a machine with flesh and blood as parts. The so-called love is actually just a chemical reaction. My ability cannot interpret a woman's heart, but I can still do it at that time by artificially synthesizing love.

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