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First of all, thank you for your rewards to my friends.

Thank you for your strong support from "book friends 20201026000401068", "book friends 151009174222574", "The rain is still there", "Stars and rain", "Don't get up in the middle of the night", "Mediocre people in the current dynasty", "Book friends 20200923170253477", "book friends 20170717034909536", "book friends 150809132709688", "Feng Lan's Sorrow-1", "Chu Muyu", "dsbghost", "Silan San", "Lili 599" and other fellow Taoists.

Explain to some fellow Taoists.

It’s not that I haven’t seen the strong support of all fellow Taoists, but on the contrary, I watch the backstage dozens of times every day, and I see the rewards from you at the first time.

But I want to see what kind of achievements this book has in the cold treatment state, how many people reward, how many votes, and how many people read it, so that I can have a clear understanding of this book, so that I did not thank you at the first time.

Here I will first say sorry to several fellow Taoists who strongly support me. I promise that this will never happen again in the future.

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The second thing is to talk about my cut entertainment article, which is "I really am in the entertainment industry".

In fact, I have never been willing to face this problem.

Because it is really not my own wish.

It took me three months and one hundred days to prepare for that book to give up.

It brought me a total of more than 2,000 royalties.

Let me say something to you with my heart and remove the money I rewarded myself with a small account, and I still have to pay.

Continue to write the book, and you can earn about two or three thousand yuan in just one month.

Recently, Qidian has revised the rules of the manuscript fee, and those who cannot book 500 yuan are not even full attendance.

In this case, the book may not be able to make even two thousand in a month.

I really have a family to raise. She just started elementary school and she had to spend three or five thousand a month.

I really couldn't stand the book, so I cut it.

I know that the reason why the book's performance was not good was because I was afraid of being harmonious and changed the name of the character to avoid being harmonious and lost a large number of readers. This is my problem. It was because I was too confident and too natural at that time. I summarized, reviewed, and learned a lesson.

I don't want to explain anything more here.

If I had to say it, then I can only say: Every pirated reader of a book is not innocent, and even if there are two or three hundred people who can subscribe to it, I will not choose to cut it.

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The third thing is to say something that everyone doesn’t know.

One of the reasons I cut that entertainment article was because I thought I had found a way to make money.

At that time, a few readers, seeing that I had been in trouble for six or seven years, said to me: "Big Bird, go write something else. With your fame and writing style, you can earn at least 20,000 or 30,000 a month."

Did those readers lie to me?

No.

I showed the intention of writing. Many people added me, gave me money, and gave me a big bag, waiting to see me write a book.

From their expectations and from the speed at which people came to me at that time, I predicted that if I really wrote it, it would be very likely that 20,000 to 30,000 a month.

But the problem is, I can't write that book.

I thought that the book might be a little larger than the main site.

Just so happens that I have been trapped by this and cannot do my best to write what I want to write.

So, I prepared and wrote with great anticipation.

But I was wrong.

What readers there want to read is much different from what I want to write.

To be honest, I can write what they want to read. I guess I, who have many years of writing experience, should be able to write better than most authors who write such books.

But the problem is, I dare not break the law, I am afraid that after a few years of entering, my family will be destroyed, which will inevitably affect the future of my children.

Moreover, I am a little bit aloof as a literary talent. I am proud of my career. I don’t want to have a slight bottom line because of life.

In the end, I, who was already extremely vicious, resisted the temptation of money and did not really take that step.

I returned all the money and said sorry to those who supported me. I let them down. Then I silently opened this new book - "Helping the World".

I’m talking about this to everyone. I don’t want to show myself. Maybe if I hadn’t found out for three to ten years, I might have affected my child’s future and I would have really taken that step.

Now I just want to write a book well, and don’t make too much money. Just don’t let me live like a dog anymore. I hope this book can give me some dignity, not outside. I can be shameless outside, I don’t need to show off, and I don’t live to get praise from others. But at home, in front of my children, I hope I can be like a normal man and a normal father. I will no longer be able to satisfy what my children want, and I can’t even pay the tuition for my children.

I have passion and expectations for the book writing industry. I really like the book writing industry. In the past seven years since I entered the industry, I have been writing and writing, and I have always been looking forward to it. Even if this industry fails me over and over again and abuses me thousands of times, I really treat it like my first love.

I never regret writing books. I only regret that I have to bear the responsibility of getting married and having children before I can write a name for myself.

If I don’t have seven years, some people may think that I don’t have talent and should change my industry and can’t hang myself on this crooked tree anymore.

But I don't think so.

First of all, I am almost forty. No matter which industry I go to, I have to start from scratch with young people in my twenties and compete with each other. The key is that I cannot make money to support my family in a short period of time.

Second, and most importantly, I don’t believe that the industry I love so much and work hard for will always fail me.

People only have a lifetime, in just a few decades, what others are like, I don’t know, mine will definitely be placed in the writing industry. No matter what the future is, no matter how humble I live, my life will continue, I will definitely continue to write.

This is my persistence and my faith.

This is my vow, leave it as a certificate.

PS:

While writing this passage, I went to the bathroom and cried for a while.

I dare not cry out loud. The room is too small and I am afraid. If I cry out loud, others will hear it.

I also want to have some face, especially in front of the child, I don’t want the child to think that his father is a waste.

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Finally, let me tell you the reason why I opened my own wound and showed you.

The author cannot do without the support of readers. No, it should be said that only when readers have a large number of readers’ support can the author write a book well and do not have to face the choices that the author is extremely reluctant to face.

This week is the last week of my new book period. I want to make it to the list, get better results, and get better recommendations, not only to change my miserable life, my low family status at home, but also to be able to write this book wholeheartedly.

Therefore, if you like this book, please give me more rewards, vote more for me, and try to read this book. The above three indicators are related to the achievements of the new book, whether the new book can break through the siege and whether it will be born in the end.

So, I begged.

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Chapter completed!